I had an odd dream last night. I was fighting with my little brother (who is not my real brother) because I knew he was possessed and I assumed he was a demon, but he told me he wasn't one that he was an angel. He started telling me how it was a great honor to be possessed by an angel and you get some weird tattoo on your hand. He said it usually only last about a year then they move on to someone else and that it was almost like sleeping. He also spoke of other angels and God, but he didn't call them that, apparently God had a name but I can't seem to remember it all, I know that it starts with an "N".He also said that I could be possessed and not even know it, so naturally I asked if I was. Then he took my hand and concentrated for a second then he looked completely startled and he just got right up in my face and was looking directly in my eyes and then said "your soul is dead". He went on to describe what it looked like, and apparently it was bad enough to disgust and worry him. He then went and got about 4 other angels. One of them was talking while the others listened so he was obviously their superior. He looked at me a told me not to believe everything that angel told me because he was a prankster. Then took my hand and looked into my eyes like the other angel and wasn't nearly as shocked as the other angel and said "your soul isn't dead it's almost dead" and gave the other angel a look like he knew how he could of made the mistake. The rest of the angels looked as well and agreed. The leader asked me how my soul could have got in that condition so I told him about my life but he didn't really seem convinced. He said he would help, he offered to have me possessed to give my soul time to heal but I refused and asked for another way.
I am not sure how worried I should be about this dream, what if it's true, or what if it's a trick. I heard that demons need permission before they can take over someone's body and maybe that's why this is happening.
Can souls really die because I heard they were immortal and they can't? It's weird because when I think about it for the longest time I haven't been feeling anything. My Mother just got out of this really bad six year relationship and since then she has always asked me "are you happy", the truth is I feel nothing, not happy not sad, nothing. Maybe that is what happened to my soul.