I have always seen figures, heard voices that nobody else can. I remember waking up as a child feeling pressure at my feet. A shadow of a man sitting at the end of my bed was all I saw. He was a silhouette, solid and defined. I've seen him plenty to this day, but I can never his face. But everybody in the house was asleep. To be honest it does scare me a little, as a child I didn't understand and never mentioned the things I saw to anybody. But they just get worse.
I've grown up with these figures, nightmares, voices and visions. I rarely have dreams, instead awful nightmares that I often wake up crying from. They make me feel empty and awful. But now my nightmares just aren't at night. Now I blank out, well that's how it appears to everyone else. One minute I'm talking to my friend watching TV, the next I'm transported to an unfamiliar scene. They appear like visions to me, randomly. When in one I can't tell idealism from reality. I see what's happening and can feel the emotion and pain. To me it's real. But now I just mostly see this girl in a white dress.
She is around the age of eight, wearing an old fashioned white dress. It's a bit off white from the wear and seems to have been of a less elegant type. Her hair is brown, medium length and pulled back from her face. She has often been in my nightmares and visions. Now I see her once a day. I can walk into a room and she's sitting there waiting. She simply smiles and disappears. When I walk up the stairs I see her following me. She even runs in front of me and disappears. The man I've seen once more. While walking I saw a man following me because I saw his socks behind me. Turned, looked, nobody.
I can hear voices too. I've often heard my name whispered into my ear in a man's voice or woken up to his yell. Even recently at dinner I've heard him declare "I hate this". He's hit walls and screamed at my sister when she was home alone [her friend heard him over the phone it was so loud] I've heard a lot more from him too though. The girl is who is being more active now. She keeps singing lullabies and humming. She often whispers to me words I cannot make out. She giggles and has even shut off my iPod and turned it to 'I Miss You'.
Deep down I can feel her emotions. Randomly my heart will race, I'll start to cry or feel feelings that aren't mine. I do believe I posses empathy, all of the traits are exactly who I am. I once had a dream about people burning, next morning I woke up with a burn on my leg. No explanation for how it got there. I feel mostly people's extreme pain. My boyfriend recently got a drill through his finger. At the same time, every time, that he got sharp pains I got them in the exact place and at the exact time. But If this is empathy why am I seeing these people?
It's not just these either. I've seen an old man and plenty others. I can see orbs of light and shadows wherever I go. But this girl in white is sort of haunting. I have not tried to contact any of these. In fact I ignore them and pretend I do not see them. The man I believe is no good. He throws stuff and hits/scratches. But the girl is terrified. Even as I write this I can hear whispers but I am all alone. Can anybody offer advice or insight please? It would be much appreciated!:]