It is yet another long story.
Since my last story things have been both slow and at the same time a bit fast paced. My gifts, instead of being constant as they were days before my first story, come in small less frequent bursts but some of these bursts are worth mentioning I believe, the most common thus far would be my ever present claircognizance. For those who don't know because I don't see this mentioned often on this site, claircognizance is where you just know things even if you have no idea why you know it. Fun little gift to have in my opinion... And a few events of what I guess would be precognition. However I might be wrong and if any know what this should really be called then feel free to leave a comment I would like to know what others think.
First, on my way home one day a few months back I had thought briefly on my dad and stepmother and caught an image of an infant that was greyish in color and I guess my claircognizance supplied that it was either dead or dying because that's immediately what I was thinking. Now although I knew that my dad and stepmother where having a baby soon I had not been thinking about that and for some reason only have suspected that it was their unborn baby I was seeing. Well, not and hour after I got home I get a call from my stepdad saying that my mom was in the ER, and had given me no further information at the time. No surprise I was worried about what could possibly have happened. It ended up being that she had had surgery years ago so that she wouldn't have children, but after about 12 years I guess it decided to malfunction, for lack of better words to explain this. Basically she was "pregnant" and the baby was growing where it shouldn't. I'm not certain what all that means because I really didn't care for that in depth answers just knowing she was ok was good enough but I did not miss the fact that it was an unborn being, because it hadn't fully formed yet from what I had heard. Much like my vision. Was that what my vision was saying? Well before you answer there is more to the story. About a week after this event, my dad called me and said that their baby had been doing poorly and in the end it either died or had an abortion, I am not sure which it was because my phone is crap. The weird thing about it though was that he said it happened two days before my vision. Now what do I do with that?
Another event, the next day to be exact, I was walking to my normal seat in the commons, (front entrance in my high school) and I kind of like blacked out but didn't. I was still half aware of my surroundings but not physically because my eyes were seeing something entirely different. The vision was rather odd, it looked like a piece of machinery of some sort with gears here and there and a four digit number on in the middle. The numbers kept changing and then stopping and then changing again and stopping the last one I saw and the only one I remember is 1674. While one of the few friends I have told I am psychic ruled out that it was a date I was not so certain. As soon as I had a computer available I went searching and found nothing that would be of any help. That is until I had the sudden urge to add the Salem witch trials with my search. I found something that is quite odd. A man, most likely a preacher/priest by the name of Increase Mathes I believe, had made a sermon. The name of this sermon... "The day of trouble is near."
That was the end of the visions but not the end of the events. About a month later there was a series of things that just spooked the crap out of me. I don't think that I have seen ghosts up to this point and I thought I would be pretty sure I would know if I had but I have no clue anymore. First one for these that I recorded, I volunteer at the zoo, and while behind the scenes I get to clean. YAY... Not the point, anyways I don't know who else knows this but Norfolk is an old place, and the zoo is right next to a cemetery, so this really doesn't surprise me as in I didn't expect it but at the time it was quite a surprise. While I was cleaning behind the scenes one day, I was the only one in that particular building and I felt this random sensation which I now just say was me sensing someone else in the vicinity because shortly after out of the corner of my eye I catch sight of this being that I believe was a small child around 8 to pre-teen, not sure why that range of age honestly this is just what my brain said to put down. I only caught a quick glance of him so I didn't get much details but it looked like he was wearing tan colonial era clothing.
One night while I was laying on my bed my cat seemed keen on keeping me on the bed despite the fact that I had to go do something, not sure what. She was lying on my legs and staring at me like you shouldn't do that. Yes I probably sound crazy but I do trust my cats. Cats are known for their sixth sense and they have noticed things before when I also sensed something so I trust them. However I get off the bed and the second both feet were on the ground I heard a variety of different things. First I head the sound of a kitten mewling from downstairs or maybe under the stairs (I'm sure I can sense something under my stairs and try to avoid that closet there... Spooks me to no end), and we haven't had kittens in the house for almost a year and both cats were in my room, I heard a distance noise kind of like old timey music, and I heard something hit/ thump against my wall, and I am the only one home other than my cats... Later when everyone is home I had to get up again to fix our washer because it leaks every once in awhile and very briefly but enough to scare the crap out of me I saw an arm that was braced against the wall beside our dryer as if whatever it was, was bending down to look at it. Yeah these past few months have been interesting. Long period of silence, Bang one psychic event after another... Longer period of time... Waiting for what comes next.
I wouldn't necessary I skipped over it all together just I have always been interested in the supernatural, and I just don't let it get to me. But I can definately understand how it can frighten people, especially anyone with the skills for medium, that has to be kind of freaky seeing spirits. I have more of cliarcognizance, I believe though. I just know things and its both helpfull and annoying especially when you don't know if a thought is true or whether its just something random your brain came up with.
Yeah, I think it would help if I could find an easier way to meditate but itll just take time to find what works best for me, ne? I haven't been back to where the meditation first worked in a while but I'm hoping to go back soon, maybe its just a matter of where I'm at rather than how I go about it.
Thank you for all your help:)