My story happened while working several years ago, there was a woman older than me in my work that attracted me, I saw every day and one day I just decided that I would talk to her, but the day I decided to talk to her, something stopped me, when I was five feet in front of her something happened, It was as if an invisible sword cross my chest, it was something that paralyzed me by one or maximum 2 seconds, was a strange pain that I had never felt before, something that would not let me talk or move, like I died in that moment. From that moment everything changed completely, I felt like a living dead, and began a period of bad luck, was a period where things just did not go as I wanted. I never knew or wanted to know if she had had anything to do with what I was experiencing.
Shortly after that, I leave that job, and I never saw her again.
This experience really affected me for a while, some people even said to me that a I looked really sad, and I really felt dead, for a time I was feeling that things happen too fast in front of me and I just watched and could not act.
I did not know what to do, to wake from that state in which I was, and I started to have other experiences, I was hearing voices at night, in one occasion I remember hearing a voice that told me to "open the door", in other times I felt as if something press my chest while was sleeping, in another occasion I felt as if something took my feet and threw me against a door, in that moment I woke up but it was not a normal dream.
I need to mention that since very little could control my dreams, and I was aware of it "lucid dreams", in some of my lucid dreams and I remember received warnings from people that I meet in my lucid dreams, these people were clearly more advanced than me at the controls of dreams.
Some of these experiences occurred before I meet her and others later, so I can not say that she was responsible for what happened to me.
I wonder if someone knows what happened to me?