I am thirteen years old, and I need some help. I have recently been doing research to find out what is wrong with me. Four things that I am aware of is that I know how another is feeling and I feel it as my own (don't know what that is), I communicate with the dead since I was little, I can (hoping that it is just coincidence) read others "minds" and erase certain memories and I have dreams that happen to be what happens.
People seem to be able to talk to me. I "sense" how someone I don't even know is feeling. For example, a few months ago this girl was at lunch crying, I immediately felt sad because I felt as if someone really close to me had died. I go up to her and ask her what is wrong. She gives me a hug and cries a little more and said that her dad had died. When I hang around in crowds I get sudden headaches and feel really really tired I almost pass out. If that helps.
When I was around 4, based on stories I have been told, I told my mother I had to go inside their was going to be a loud sound. She asked me how I knew this and I said my angels told me. Five minutes later their was a car crash right behind our house. When I was around 6, I remember this, I couldn't sleep because I would hear voices or see people and they would talk to me. I remember screaming and covering my ears saying shut up shut up. A more recent experience was 2 weeks ago. I was going to my class and I stopped at the bathroom. While I was there the bell had rung and so I hurried and washed my hands. I was walking to my class, which I was now late for so the hallways were empty, and I saw this girl. She had black hair, and was wearing a muddy dress. She was curled up in a ball, crying. I went up to her to see if I could help. I said "Hi" she didn't move. I gently tapped her and she stopped shuddering. She looked up and me and I saw her face was covered in a few bruises and her arms had what I guessed was blood on them. I kept from gasping, but I took an unnoticeable few steps back. "What is your name?" I asked. She didn't say anything. "do you need help?" she nodded. I helped her up and took her into the bathroom. I helped her wash off her face. I walked her to the nurses door and said " why don't you just go in their and see if she can help you with those cuts." She smiled at me and said in a sweet voice "thank you so much. My name is Mary." I nodded and opened the door for her she beckoned for me to come. I followed her in and said hi to the nurse. I began to say "my friend here..." but the nurse interrupted me saying is this a joke. I looked behind me and saw she wasn't there. I hadn't even heard the door close which was impossible since if the door closed it made a really loud sound. I felt embarrassed and lied saying that my friend had advised me to come up here because I have a stomach ache. She nodded and had me lay down. What is this?
A few days ago I was talking to my friend who was giving me advice on what to say to my friend who has been drinking and I had said some things out loud. My little brother approached me after I was done on the phone and said I heard what you were saying, I am going to tell Mommy. I looked into his eyes and he started swaying back and forth and his eyes started to close. I said in a very quiet voice what did you hear. He opened his eyes looking confused and tired and looked at me and said what are you talking about? I said what did you hear me talking about. He looked at me like I was crazy and said when did this happen? I told him never mind and to go back to whatever he was doing. Later that evening, I called my friend and we had talked for awhile. I blurted our "why are you going to the hospital?" she stopped talking and said what. I responded back and said you just said you were going to the hospital. She was quiet then said um no but I am worried because I am going to the hospital tomorrow. But I didn't tell you that.
It was a year ago when this started happening. I would dream of something, it would always be vivid and I would always think it was real, and it would happen in like a week the same way my dream had. It would be silly things like what homework my teacher would be assigning, what grade I would be getting on my test or what I would have for dinner. But I had the same dream two nights in a row. I was walking in a store with my mother and sister and we were being stocked. It would show us walking and then him coming up and talking then he followed us. Then it would go to me looking at a my phone and my planner. My phone said 4:30am and my calendar programmed in my phone said Sunday May 1st. I would just be getting home from a trip I took with my school choir to San Diego at 4 am. It freaked me out. Then it came true. I knew what he looked like and as soon as I saw him I stopped mid-walk. My sister had to literally drag me over to our isle where he started talking to us. He was literally quoting from my dream. It happened the same way it was in my dream. Me looking at my phone and checking the date on my calendar.
I have no clue If I am just imagining things or if I have some sort of ability. I really hope that I am just imagining please help. I need some advice. I don't want to be a freak.
What is it I am experiencing if anything? I am completely freaked out. I am just a teenager and have no clue what this is. Am I crazy? Am I hallucinating? I know for a fact I saw that girl. I know for a fact the door didn't slam. I know that my brother just doesn't forget things. What is this. I just need some advice.