My name is J and for all my life I have been hearing a high-pitched noise in my head. At First it would start for only a few seconds (2-5) ,but now I'm fourteen and it would happen more frequently I know some might say tinnitus but its more internal than external sometimes I wouldn't hear the noise but get a feeling by my ears just like the noise would cause It would make a lot of since if it was clairaudience because (only twice) I heard spirits.
I also can't tune it to where I can hear the noise be what I experience after the noise to me is like a heightened state of hearing but since I generally don't like the feeling I try to plug my ears then it all goes away. Going back to hearing it more frequently now it would come weekly or even daily sometimes more than once in the day but the sound still last the same. Some people say that it's your guardian spirit protect over you and you are just aware of their presence and if that's true I have a question regarding that "how can you hear them?" to me it's so hard to hear them speak at all and it generally makes me feel out of touch.
I just need answers because it's not easy trying to figure things out when you can't understand anything. Also is their away to fully be able to get the whole thing surrounding the noise answered because I don't know if I should just ignore or try and find a way to make be able to help me talk to my guardian/guide or something.