Seeking To Gain Power And Full Control Of My Abilities

You may call me Mizu, if you must call me something. I'm not exactly positive what I be called maybe you can tell me. But first I should explain myself and my experiences.

For almost a year now I manage to tap into my gifts that lay within me, at first before I really tap into it, I became interested to see if all this was really real, starting by learning to see aura's at first I was not positive that it was possible but then after a few weeks they were becoming more visible to my eyes, shock but more willing to expect that it's all real and wanting to learn more. I found myself a mentor, who taught me the basics like a simple chi ball, giving energy and taking it away and being able to touch the woman that I love for are powerful psychic link to one another being able to feel each like a hug or a touch when we are not physically with one another. These made me believe more and began to want more.

Also it seem my mother knows about this for she says strong psychic abilities runs deep in are blood line, that made me know that I could become strong, so I kept working at it.

Though I was getting nowhere really in the spring and annoyed for the simple chi ball, giving energy or taking away was getting boring. After school got out for the summer, I work harder to gain it and learn more. That summer of this year a lot had happened, going to see my family for the inter summer and having all the energy that I would need from the forest I could learned more quickly.

My second cousins where not really believes until I showed them. It was no story, I did this, gather energy to my finger tips and making the energy violent I tap one of my second cousin on his shoulder, his face show both scared and shocked, when he could move again a few seconds later he said it paralyzed him and it felt like a wave of energy shot around inside him and that it felt weird, all that done with a simple tap of my finger tips. I prove to my other cousin by doing the same but sense she is a girl I only made the energy feel weird and not that harmful.

They both believe me and that day we where to go to a mountain to hike, as we were heading there I asking my cousin if I could try something. She said sure and I grip her shoulder lightly and began to drain her rapidly of energy for once we got to the park way and she tried to step out of the vehicle she fell to the ground and could not stand and when she manage to she could not move without falling most every time. She said she felt drained and told me to stay away from her, when she could not move around I was full of rich energy, enjoying it and could only smile because of the power I was gaining. After my amusement told her to come here for I was giving it all back, sense it was only a test and I retrain her energy back along with some extra energy that was my own for payment of letting do that. To her it was like a sugar rush without eating no sugar from the energy I gave back all at once. That sent it in place that I was telling the truth to prove my point to them that this is real. It scared them at first but they understood it. My cousin that is a young man was willing for me to practice my offensive Arts against him sending impulse of energy wave into him making fall to the ground in pain with just a simple tap to the shoulder for the gathering of energy at my finger tips. I took it to another level and was control the flow of energy and what it formed into. Controlling it formed what I could see energy like blades or talons to the finger tips and jab gently at my cousin, his eyes widen and he was in pain maybe great pain because of it telling me it was like five blades went into him, dragging them down across his chest he face tighten up painfully and told me to stop. I did and let him rest he was scared of me of doing that but that not just all of it. If you think about it blades on the finger change the energy to be in small amount, loose it form a full solid and more to flow and extend them then you have threads. I made energy like threads and by that point. I teach my cousin that a girl to see the energy fields, which she learn quickly then the boy.

The energy threads where the fun part wrapping them around my cousin that was willing to be a lab rat and squeezed around his body and neck he was trying to breath, I stop when he gave me the sign to stop. I did as always and let him rest and ask him to tell me what he felt. Said he felt someone was choking him. I was happy to see this progress for then I was able to deal with the things that were not friendly and dark, after my training and willingness of my cousins to practice on them for they to could sense them to. I was able to be somewhat success for getting rid of a good amount of the dark things in the woods the rest ran off and would not come back, I saw it as like hunting season though the prey is the shadows or what you want call any dark force. Its fun for me now to hunt them I enjoy it and it for good, felt some peaceful things as well so I just left them alone but anything with a dark energy I went at and scare or harmed it really badly that it would leave. Reason for me harming and scaring them away was because before I even got there this summer they sorta attack and bother my family there even if they where un aware of it, My aunt and uncle don't believe in such things even if it was clear that they were. I felt them as soon as I step into the house and the woods which is why I scared them off and harm them to leave. They don't go back there I tell you that they don't even go near it for once they feel a simple energy source that me they run off like dogs with their tails between their legs.

This may seem I'm curl to use my own cousins as training but I did not just work on my aggressive and offensive gifts on them I work with healing as well. Going in the woods so much they get cut or injured and in pain. Changing the energy to be peaceful and gentle, allow me to send a healing energy into them and make the pain leave there bodies and heal some of the small wounds but not my much. Though now its becoming easy but there is one bloody problem that I can't seem to figure it out. It only effects the other world (the things most can't see or notice) OR psychics I can't effect the common people that are not psychics, it's ANNOYING me greatly to be able to have gifts but not able to effect everyone by them they don't have a shield around them and I see my energy hits them, but it does little to nothing it like a dead zone. Only draining them seem to have some effect and I drain a lot for the energy for my body needs a good amount.

This is my story and I need help to over come that little problem of my that seem to keep my from effecting everyone either its a spirit, shadow, psychic and mortals (aka people with no psychic abilities). I seek to get stronger to protect those I care about from both the spirit world and this world so no matter what, to be able to fight back and defend my love ones and others that can't fight back.

Thank you for reading this, I need some tips to over come that little problem of my.

-TheFallenOne