Ever since I can remember I have been different. For example, we've all heard of Lady Gaga and heard her song Just Dance. Well I had had a dream one night that I was sitting in the parking lot of Wal-Mart listening to that song. About a year later it happened.
Another example is when Eminem's new CD "Recovery" came out. My mom had gone to school one night and I was sitting in my living room and I had an urge to text her and remind her about owing me a CD for babysitting. She texted me back saying she had just gotten it and was walking out of the store with it.
Things like that happen all the time. But what I really wanted to talk about is this: every time I tell someone something, it does the opposite. I don't know if this is something different or if it's just all in my head and I'm making myself look stupid. It's gotten to the point where it's affecting other people. For example, my uncle had a girlfriend and he proposed to her about 3 weeks ago. I was telling everyone saying, "My uncle and his girlfriend are getting married!" and I was so happy about it. A few days after I told everyone I knew, she left him for her ex-boyfriend.
I was supposed to go to the fair with my boyfriend yesterday. We made the plans and everything and I told my friends I was going to the fair with him. It rained so we couldn't go. Even with little stuff it happens. I can say, "I'm going to go get my phone charger," then I'll go upstairs and won't find it until a few days later.
I could go on and on about the times that this happens. I don't want to cost people their happiness (like my uncle for example) and I just don't want this to happen.
My boyfriend asked me to marry him the other day. I said yes, and I told my friends I was getting married to him. Now I am scared to death that something is going to happen that will break us up.
It may just be all in my head but I don't know I just want it to stop. I have a lot of psychic relatives too, if that counts for anything. I'm new to this site I just signed up today so if you have any questions just ask me I'm not sure if I can answer I don't know a lot about this site but I might be able to figure it out. And if this is all in my head and I'm making myself look stupid please tell me gently because I will be embarrassed. Lol. Thanks for all your answers!