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What Happened To Me During My Time Of Need?

 

There was a point in my life that I was depressed over a girl and I had fallen into a cycle of drugs and alcohol. I began to abuse Ecstasy as a form of forgetting, eventually I began praying, sober and while I was on the pills. My prayers always revolved about finding my happiness again. On days that my depression was it its worst, I would sleep on the ground with only a blanket, it somehow comforted me.

One day I woke up and I was staring into darkness, that darkness turned into an image, an image of my room, I was in a vision staring at my room and at the center of the room laid a baby crib rocking back and forth, I saw a baby crying but the sound was mute, the sun was setting. It was fall, I don't know how I could tell. Slowly the image returned to darkness, with my eyes wide open, I stared at the outline of the base of my bed. Soon after that day, I began having a HUGE clutter of thoughts pass through my mind, I couldn't control them, at times I felt like I would choose some thoughts and those thoughts would lead to a truth for example I thought of someone I haven't talked to in a long time, they called, I also had random events that I would just randomly speak out loud and soon would become reality. I talked to a psychic and she told me I was starting to become aware of my powers, she told me to pray of what I wanted but to always include "without harming others". I quickly became frightened of my power and prayed for it to go away and so it did.

Can anyone tell me if this was just a phase? Or will this occur again? Now that I'm older I feel like I could handle it if it were to happen again, Deep down I do want this to happen again, but I know for some reason I can't force it.

Before this occurrence in my life, I have always felt like I had a huge purpose in this life, ever since I was a kid I have been searching for what my purpose is, now that I'm older (19) I FEEL like I'm closer to that answer, I have an idea of what my purpose is but I'm not quite there yet, recently while I was traveling through UTAH for work, I felt overwhelmed to find the answer to my purpose, so I looked up on google, how to find your purpose in life, that search turned into, the secret of life, which turned into various other searches, what I found was an essay, this talked about God and something about Meditating, that section kept me in a trance, eventually I became light headed, followed by light migraine pains, these are things I NEVER feel by the way, I figured I would try meditating so I did and eventually I fell asleep, I'm desperate for answers, I'm confused and I need help.

Ignore my irrelevant typing, I just can't sleep and I felt it necessary to speak what's on my mind at least to a computer screen.

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MarvinSantana92 (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
12 years ago (2011-11-05)
Well that's what I'm going to go with since that's the best I got, thanks alot!:)
quixoticqt (2 stories) (53 posts)
 
12 years ago (2011-11-04)
Well, what I meant in a time of need: if something dangerous happened like say an earthquake and you said "keep my family safe" and that would happen, or "I need to find some food today" you go out and right away it would be found or say you needed a job because your previous one needed to lay you off "help me find work"...
Doesn't necessarily mean that whatever you choose to say will be wrong. It just depends on what the dire need is.
If you feel it is wrong then that's fine too.
I'm not trying to push you back to being the way you were when you felt you were spiraling in a downward situation. I'm just informing you that, in case something happens, (heaven forbid) your ability to make things happen for good just might come in handy.
❤ Qt
MarvinSantana92 (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
12 years ago (2011-11-04)
I don't believe that what I chose, is the way things should be. I have a feeling I screwed up really bad.
quixoticqt (2 stories) (53 posts)
 
12 years ago (2011-11-04)
Well in a time when you need it most, when you need things to change you will have the power to do so.
❤ Qt
MarvinSantana92 (1 stories) (4 posts)
+1
12 years ago (2011-11-02)
The wierd thing, is that it all stopped once I asked it to, I appreciate the input, reading these posts have made me feel better, I feel at ease now with my experience, this is all confusing and so hard to beleive! I think what really happened is that I started denying what was going on.
quixoticqt (2 stories) (53 posts)
 
12 years ago (2011-11-02)
In my culture you would be dubbed as someone who can make things happen.
Depending on what you use it for could be for good could be for bad.
It sounds to me that whatever you say out of your mouth will happen.
Sounds like what you saw was either your future or something as you pictured yourself. Once you notice that something's going on then you're like a newborn. You could gradually start learning to control what you know and learn to crawl. Eventually you're going to learn to walk, and then you'll learn to run.
What that psychic told you is the truth. Pray about it.
Ask out loud:
"Show me the truth, I want the truth." Keep it positive. "Help me to do the things that you want me to do today... Bless me and keep me holy unto you... Help me understand..."
*laugh* I know this might sound kind of bad but most of the time I have no time to pray so, I pray in the shower. I think it has something to do with water. Water is a blessed element.
Meditating is a form of understanding the supernatural. It could take you to the supernatural state of mind and show you things that you never knew existed.
Irrelevant? As in not important? Well, I wouldn't think so. I believe that all of us are sent to the earth for one reason or another. Just depends on how you perceive everything I would suppose.
😆 Oh that part put a smile to my face, "I just can't sleep and I felt it necessary to speak what's on my mind at least to a computer screen."

❤ Qt
MarvinSantana92 (1 stories) (4 posts)
+1
12 years ago (2011-11-01)
Honestly, I prayed to the light, I prayed to god, but I prayed for my ex's return. After this all stopped we got back together, it turned from no chance at all to everything back to how things used to be. Its all to weird. Since than I have stopped abusing. I have a urge deep down inside to meditate, but I don't know if I should!
stephyw2001 (3 stories) (108 posts)
+1
12 years ago (2011-11-01)
Please forgive me, for I am a blunt person and sometimes I come off worse than I mean.

I hope to God it was just a phase. I personally think that what you experienced was more of a nervous breakdown. You knew subconsiously that you were heading in a terrible direction and you knew that you were destined for better things.

I really hope that you have learned from that experience, and in the future, breakups will be easier. 😊 My first breakup sucked big time, but they do get easier as they go. There are way too many fish in the sea to be miserable over one.

Best of luck to you.

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