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My Guardian Demon

 

About a month ago around October 22, I was performing a spell with a sigil I had made, a silver candle, and rain incense. All modern technology I had was turned off. The sigil I made was created using Latin and the Avern alphabet. I could feel all the energy around me and could see it once I had turned the lights on.

When the spell was done, I blew out the candle and turned on the light. As I walked out the door, I saw standing in my closet was a being with the head of a white goat, red and black eyes (like that doll from saw) and long black robes that looked like they were made from the darkness. I wasn't scared, being psychic this was not the first being I had seen, but it was my first demon.

It felt like a male energy at first, but now it feels more female. I think she/he can take on whatever gender she/he feels makes me comfortable. After that, I have felt her/his energy with me every where I go and I have been the happiest I've ever been.

A few days after the first time I saw her/him, I decided to talk to her/him. When I was sitting in my car in a parking lot, I relaxed and asked her/him several questions aloud. I was shocked at how quickly she/he replied. She/he answered almost all my questions instantly. I recorded the conversation and I know her/his name, but she/he doesn't want me to share that information.

What she/he will let me tell you is Roiw is the name she/he gave me. I have no idea what it means or why she/he has chosen that specific name, but I like it and I think it sounds cool. I don't know how we have interacted in my past life, but I know she/he is my guardian demon.

About the only thing I don't know how to find out is what her/his sigil is. I know for a fact she/he isn't goetic, so it's probably going to be a pain in the ass. I have had two ideas on how to find out, though. One, see if she/he can show me telepathically, or two, try automatic writing, but with drawing.

What do you guys think? How should I get the sigil? Is it possible the sigil I made that night is her/his sigil?

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
 
5 years ago (2015-05-03)
To ruth. Yes it IS possible for a demon to be your friend, protector, and even your sex buddy... Although demons (and angels) don't have genitals, but they PRETEND to have sex with you, (I don't know how). They can also sexually stimulate you through thoughts and touch...don't let them. Pray. But if you get a demon to protect you, the price that you pay is that your life and your soul, belong to him... And after death you burn in hell with him! A demon can give you fame, fortune, and limitless sex buddies... But you might not live to regret it, sadly. A guy had demons helping him for 25 years... Read what happened to him! His name is John Ramirez. His book is on my profile page. Also these powerful shaman guys in the amazon jungle, had demons protecting them for 50 and 60 years! (The demons disguised themselves as spirit guides LOLOL!). Read what happened in the end to these shamans! The book is also on my profile. Happy reading. Good luck!+
shapeshifter78 (2 stories) (169 posts)
+1
8 years ago (2012-01-21)
From experience, ignore the comments that are like "waah! I know what I am talking about and you are evil and psychics too because that book I didn't even read the whole thing told me you are! Wahh! Only god and Jesus will save you!" They are just spammers for this site and probably look for sites like these to technically troll.
For what you said I would have to say that yes, it could very well be a gurdian demon for you but do take caution. My friend that has a lot of experience in witchcraft even told me once about if he summoned a demon or spirit that it usually wants a price to help you, including a payment of blood going to the extreme of your soul. Also if you don't make a deal then you will have to send it back or it will want to harm you. I don't think this is the case with you because you didn't intentionally summon it. I would advise asking it what it wants and how you both stand in this mutualism.
Rashidah (23 stories) (17 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-20)
No wonder this author has not replied. I can't blame him. 😉

Great experiences. No need to go into too much details.
Ruth (4 stories) (156 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-20)
Are you serious?
You are delusional if you think a demon is your guardian and if it is, you are in serious trouble. Personally I think you are making this up. You cannot be friends with a demon, only if you are as evil as it is and if you are not yet, you will be soon. Do not be stupid, this something you should not involve yourself in.
Love and light
Ruth - medium
Sisyphus_Of_Comprehension (2 stories) (69 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-10)
UMAD,

I appreciate the compliment, but it isn't really a viewpoint. The only real point is one without limitation -- infinite limitation. Everything we know is basically one set of rules, yet they really aren't there! Everyone knows this is true subconsciously, but it may conflict somehow with what they feel spiritually (which is also right, within the constraints of the astral). Your perceptions are an allowance or filter of information. Some people are outright off in what they feel, while others pick up details that are important-but-obscure. It's really a matter of self-control, and staying conscious.

Riow,
I honestly think the sigil was impressed into your mind from beyond the reach of the shadows, but it could just as easily have been inspired from your mind if it is indeed your guardian demon. It's very possible that it chose you to carry on its imprint into this world, to help it complete some goal from your perspective, much in the way remote viewing works -- but they have to have someone who can help them make that transition. The best individuals are conscious, with a strong flow of energy (not necessarily control) that can be used like a copper wire to put force into the world, such as artists, who can carry on the portraits of metaphysical beings to both credit them and dissipate their image. It's all within the context. You may find this spirit is there to show you a certain realm you are destined to visit, and to bring an artifact into the physical world by means of locating it inextricably, forging it automatically, or even building it out of stone. If it shows hostility, deal with it firmly. Sometimes a sponsor will rob control from you on orders and cause you to commit some horrible act, which is a cause for concern, but having willpower and taking affirmative responsibility is almost the initial reason you were able to summon it in the first place.
UMAD (32 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-10)
Sisyphus, you have a very interesting outlook that I think others could benefit from.

I like how you mention a "grey" area. It reminds me of how everything is a perception-- good, evil, right, and wrong. What is good for some is bad for others, and vise versa.

And yes, you are correct-- in a lot of cultures, a feminine aspect of certain outlooks and styles has always existed. Architecture is a good example.
Sisyphus_Of_Comprehension (2 stories) (69 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-10)
You have the shallow outlook, servant of the masquerade. I said something completely-relevant just then; you continue to not understand the way things are, and to hide behind your Hollywood perceptions of the supernatural. You are a child. I'm just going to pretend I didn't read your first post here, and how whiney/ignorant it sounds when you ask people not to involve themselves with the dark (everything starts out dark, also known as feminine, if you didn't know). It's just like the church asking folks not to have holidays, sex or alcohol. You're entitled to your opinion, but do you really know if you're right at all? Say the name of the OP's new sponsor to yourself. Let a visage come through into your home and ask the androgenous nature of its being, then see if you have the right to caution.
Sisyphus_Of_Comprehension (2 stories) (69 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-10)
No. The nature of the universe is not good and evil; the nature of the universe, is'thnus and Void. There is... The things that exist (an object) and the things in absence (a shadow). The illumination source is consciousness. If you examine this primitive and likely-to-be-misinterpreted model, the contrast of matter and what SCIENCE qualifies as energy (the same thing) between its shadow is ENORMOUS. There are so many gaps between what minds project, you are forced to reconcile with this null area that is the true nature of all points in time, all points of view -- it is the point. The ONE dimension, which you reduce in plane in order to interpret its many parts. To become ONE with the plane is to lose your identity. Therefore, you can assume demons (such as the OP's guardian, Riow) and angels (like the ones that regularly attempt to interfere with my growth, or my intake of knowledge) serve gray purposes. They are spectral. This machine is complex because it is a molecule -- ionic, covalent, acidic, base, and neutral. 😆
Sisyphus_Of_Comprehension (2 stories) (69 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-10)
Heh, typical jockey of your own paradigm, carrying your smelly entrails into market like a travelling hermit with no conscious extension of consideration. The dark and the light coexist. The balance is more important than your point of view, or than any one point of view. It is all* points of view. It is the perfect contradictions only, those abstracts that amount to 1.618, and represent only the most sympathetic representations of the Fibonacci Sequence. Do a little investigation into nature, and know that order in chaos IS the nature of the entire universe.
Sisyphus_Of_Comprehension (2 stories) (69 posts)
+1
8 years ago (2011-11-10)
It's unconscionable that you seem persistent on telling other people what to do, TIGERKING. I've seen many horrible things in my life, and what he describes is (at worst) a master of bones, a keeper of souls, a giver of life to those who serve him, and a great enemy to those that would dispel his monagre (the Japanese call them the Shinigami). The monsters that run the world are far worse than that, they are the sickness and the ceaseless wars that exist on the principle of petty indifference of true morality. The tenders of death need to be here with us -- especially now. They don't need political sway in the world, but they need to exist momentarily while all but 20% of us are slowly exterminated. As long as he doesn't have the OP breaking any actual tenets of morality, like causing car accidents or possessing his body for some reason, there really isn't any other issue.
Eagleclaw (386 posts)
+1
8 years ago (2011-11-09)
Hello,

I don't know much about summoning demons and the sigil. But, from what I have read from your story, it seems to me that you have summoned an entity to you. Now, I have learned some things from the entities that I have met. One, if you summoned an entity, you are responsible for its actions. And, it may ask for something in return for what it tells or does for you. A few entities and demons came to me. I never summoned any entity. So, I do not know what the rules are their for you. Maybe someone else can assist you with that area. I just know that you need to keep them in check or else you will have a major problem on your hands.
My main concern is the automatic writing/drawing. I have a lot of experience with this. You need to realize that when you do that you are in fact letting the demon or entity possess you. Which is the wrong thing to do with any entity. The only one you should do automatic writing with is your spirit guide because it will not turn on you. Otherwise, if you let the entity in you may allow it to control you in a way that you will not like. But, if you are determined to do automatic writing with the demon than you better have someone with you who has the ability to get you out of your trance and away from the entity. And, someone who is not going to run away at the first sight of things flinging through the air. Remember, never allow an entity to take control of you in any way for any reason.
TIGERKING (2 stories) (70 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-09)
what kind of magic are you working with? I'd be extremely careful if I were you. Take the time to evaluate your position.
Sisyphus_Of_Comprehension (2 stories) (69 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-09)
I've seen beings similar to that before. Your summoning ritual shouldn't be shared as far as details are concerned, especially specific markings, and tell few others lest their minds interfere with its connection to you. It will likely expect upkept conversation and interaction, and don't neglect its desires to the point that it abandons or turns on you.
RookDygin (5 stories) (324 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-08)
Some questions...

What makes you say this is a demon? It's appearence? Something it said?

Along the lines of the above question, were you trying to contact/attract/summon a demon?

Were you casting a summoning spell, if not, just what were you attempting with your spell?

Chances are this being is asscosated with the sigil that you drew... As those tend to be related to particular symbols and those tend to relate to the 'beings' name.

Respectfully,

Rook

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