My grandfather Allen passed away when I was around 1, or maybe even before that. But when I turned 4, I started to see him, and do ridiculous things like save seats for him in the car, talk to him before I went to bed, etc. Although I didn't actually "see" him, I knew he was there and felt his presence. When I was around 6 he disappeared, and I'll admit it, I forgot about him. As the years went by, things were pretty normal. But when I turned age 9, I started to get these bad feelings which would result in tornado warnings, floods, and other weather related disasters associated with a tropicalish climate. That gift dissipated as the year went by. My friends and I used to do a lot of séances when we were younger because we liked the thrill. On my 11th birthday I received an Ouija board from my mom's boyfriend. We lit some candles that night, and played it. It told us its name was Belial, and all of us had been unaware at that time what the name meant. It wasn't until just recently I discovered the true, scary story behind it. Anyway, we played the Ouija board. Everyone was really amazed by it and we were all having a good time. Then, my friend asked it, "Do you want to go outside?" to which every light in my mother's bedroom, directly across from the room we were in, turned on. We were freaked out and decided to call it a night. Two days later, my friends and I decided to try it again. It told us that once a month someone we knew would die, and you guessed it, the day after my best friend's brother got into a motorcycling accident and died on impact. The following months, I watched as people, family members and friends, were taken from my close friends. I was the only one untouched, no one I knew died. This kept up until the new year. The years went by, and I am now 15. A couple months ago, the same friends and I decided to do another séance, and I swear to you I was mediating. Pictures, overwhelming emotions, fragments of words, and little video clips repeatedly played over in my head, assembling a story. But before I knew it, a whole new set of video clips, and words, etc. Came flooding in. These stories stayed for a minimum of 2 minutes tops. They were stories of how a certain person was killed, or another's grief because their loved ones never got to say goodbye, etc. Ever since then, I've had this sense of wonder and amazement and power. I've had this feeling that I NEED to do something about this and strengthen this gift, if it's really a gift at all. It's always present. So what I want to know is whether or not I'm crazy and if this is the beginning of a gift, how can I strengthen it? I feel like maybe everyday things in life kept me from really experiencing something like this earlier on in life due to my abusive childhood, and self conflicted problems. Kinda like I blocked all of this out mentally. But I really have no idea. Help!
Is This A Gift At All, Or Am I Crazy?
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