Around the age of four I had many psychic experiences that I'll be sharing in hopes of receiving guidance, advice and any other feedback. Here I am sharing the most prevalent experience that I believe gave me gifts that I must develop.
I had not yet reached school age and sat up in bed one morning to realize that the upper corner of my bedroom had become "a vortex" and I had access to viewing a fantasy realm. I couldn't help staring in awe of extremely bright skies with residents who were human in form but with high pitched voices and attire of elves. I was able to see these people in pure happiness interacting with their surroundings that consisted of light purple ringing flowers, in beautiful gardens. I sensed everything was in perfect harmony.
As my mind wandered analyzing where this place could be I was spoken to telepathically being informed that I could stay in this realm if I chose to let go of the physical realm. Although this realm was perfect in every way I didn't have the courage to leave my mother who I knew would be devastated to find her only daughter lifeless. At the end of this experience as I sat trying to figure out what had just happened to me, I realized I had clairvoyant ability. Things that were not visible to my naked eye or even there in actuality I could see with my mind. Many times this became confusing as a child and gradually once prominent images faded. To this day I can see what I've always called 'stars' or small orbs surrounding me at all times. I wish to communicate successfully but I have yet to do this. I believe that this happened to me for a reason beyond my comprehension at this time, but ill always seek advice from those who have more experience than I.