I have had many experiences with spirits over the years. I do not remember when I was younger having encounters with the spirit world, but the farthest back I can remember is in my teens when I was playing with the Ouija board with my friend for fun. That very night I had a feeling like I was being watched, and so I opened my eyes to the sight of an older women who looked like a witch hunched over in the corner of my room. Afraid, I never played with the Ouija board again.
I became busy with work and started to notice shadows out of the corners of my eye that startled me all the time but besides that nothing happened for a couple of years until my aunt died. The same night of her funeral I flipped over in my bed and saw her face. These experiences have scared me and now I have fear of the spiritual world, but I need help to overcome this fear.
Another night I heard footsteps and thought it was my mom walking, but I knew it was not her because she was in bed snoring. I was scared, thinking that someone was in the house and going to hurt my family. I instantly began to start praying, (this is often what I do when I am scared because I grew up catholic). I felt like something was right in my face. I opened my eyes and there was this bright green light, and without using any words I was told by this green light that "everything is going to be okay". I was curious about all these things that were happening and so I decided to see a psychic. He told me that this was my guardian angel that I had seen, and that I was very sensitive and that I have the gift.
My best friend died two years ago and one night for some reason I remember saying "Alicia come lay down with me". I also remember feeling like someone getting into bed with me, and I woke up to find no one there. These spirits are around and I believe they are trying to communicate with me before I go to bed. I have trouble sleeping because I feel like someone is in the room.
I also believe that I have met my animal totem which is a domestic cat. I have seen him/her twice and have felt his presence many times. He is a black shadow cat with green eyes. Does anyone know more about animal totems? Does anyone know how I can communicate with these spirits?
I also have had an Out of body experience once and I wish that I could do this again, but unfortunately have been unable to do it. Does anyone have any techniques for this or any techniques on how to meditate better, or use meditation to speak to spirits?
I have Deja Vu a lot and have had two dreams that I think might have been premonitions. The first was of a women falling down a sewer hole that was being fixed, and I went to help her. When I woke up I heard a women screaming and so I looked outside, and there was this elderly women who had fallen and cut her knee open. I called 911 and helped her. The other dream I had was of my friend who I had not talked to in weeks and I dreamt of her and I getting together. In the morning when I woke up and went online she too was online and asked if I wanted to go out with her on some errands. Is it premonition or is it just coincidence? Did I cause the old lady to get hurt because of my dream? There is so much I want to know and learn.
I feel like maybe I am psychic and if I am I want to expand on my abilities but I have this fear that I need to work on. I want to learn how to hear and speak with the spirits so I can help them and so that they no longer bother me at night when I am trying to sleep. If I start to get involved with the spiritual world is it going to be dangerous? How can I protect myself? You can email me also if you can help or relate to my story.