When I have told my mom this she thought I was crazy. My ex thought it was "witch craft" or evil. But when I was 12 (I am 18 now), I read online about having the abilities to control elements I tried most of them and they didn't work. But I came across an easy one I forgot the name but it was for earth (plants) and healing them and what not. The instructions told me to talk to the plant, share music with it, etc.
So I tried one day before school in the winter (which killed my tree completely). I talked to it. Then very next day it was blooming with white flowers everywhere fully alive. Just that one tree. Every other plant was still dead. I thought it was a coincidence and I tried to ignore it because I couldn't find any answers. So I ignored it.
When I was 15 I tried again with a plant in my room *which was growing from a pot* that died. I spent all day talking to it and again within a day or two it was fully blooming with flowers healthy and alive. I don't know if those were both coincidences but I really am curious about this. If it's evil I didn't know.
What's going on? What am I? Please help I'm so confused.
Sometimes I wonder if it is witchcraft, something I was born with, and alien, etc. I just don't know. I haven't tried since then because Christians claim its evil and what not, but how is healing evil? That's why I am asking here today is it a gift or a curse?
Can just anyone do it because it is just talking? Or?
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