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Am I Crazy Or Is This A Gift?


When I have told my mom this she thought I was crazy. My ex thought it was "witch craft" or evil. But when I was 12 (I am 18 now), I read online about having the abilities to control elements I tried most of them and they didn't work. But I came across an easy one I forgot the name but it was for earth (plants) and healing them and what not. The instructions told me to talk to the plant, share music with it, etc.

So I tried one day before school in the winter (which killed my tree completely). I talked to it. Then very next day it was blooming with white flowers everywhere fully alive. Just that one tree. Every other plant was still dead. I thought it was a coincidence and I tried to ignore it because I couldn't find any answers. So I ignored it.

When I was 15 I tried again with a plant in my room *which was growing from a pot* that died. I spent all day talking to it and again within a day or two it was fully blooming with flowers healthy and alive. I don't know if those were both coincidences but I really am curious about this. If it's evil I didn't know.

What's going on? What am I? Please help I'm so confused.

Sometimes I wonder if it is witchcraft, something I was born with, and alien, etc. I just don't know. I haven't tried since then because Christians claim its evil and what not, but how is healing evil? That's why I am asking here today is it a gift or a curse?

Can just anyone do it because it is just talking? Or?

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kirstolena (1 stories) (26 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-20)
On the note of it being evil, Jesus healed people... I can't see any form of healing being negative.
windjime9 (1 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-09)
I remember hearing on a christian broadcasting station of a woman that had such an ability to nuture and help plants to grow that her cactus literally trusted in her enough to surrender its thorns and her other plants grew at an astounding level.
Hang on in there. Your NOT CURSED!
Xancvil (5 stories) (5 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-09)
Also I did not adress this in my previous post. You are gifted with a gift, somthing that not everyone is born with. If people classify that as evil, then they should be throwing stones at people with high IQ or even simple eye problems, because not everyone has them. This is coming from a life long christian, you are not evil. Do not fear the gifts that god granted you, for he obviously had some plans for you when he gifted you life.

Have faith my friend, everything tends to work itself out in the end

Best of Luck!

Xancvil (5 stories) (5 posts)
10 years ago (2012-02-09)
Trust me Murie, you are not crazy. I have had paranormal activity surround me ever since I was knee high to a grasshopper (I am 18 as well). I have had my whole life filled with people saying that I'm either "a fruitcake" or a witch or many of the other things people label others who are not carbon copies of themselves. Heck I even did a stint in an asylum because of what my parents thought of me. I said it at the begining of this paragraph and I will say it again, You. Are. Not. Crazy. Do not let ANYONE say otherwise, you are who you are and that includes any gifts you have.

Now onto the meat of what I was posting here for, you display an apparent affinity for plant matter. Seeing how I lack any legitimate (save your own) experience with this, I can only offer what I do with most other people. That is to follow a sort of "scientific method", and I'm going to skip a few steps because you have obviously have used your gifts.

1) see if you can manifest them in any constant basis. For lack of better example, look at your gift like a gun. If you do not load it, it does not do much of anything. However if you put the clip into it, it has the POTENTIAL to do somthing, and if you load it and pull the trigger, it expells a bullet (the end product). What you need to do is find your clip and trigger, see what makes your gift go off.

2) Practice with it. If you don't know how to aim your gun, (im sorry for the horrible example) it really won't do you a whole lot of good. Now that you have found your clip and trigger, you would need to see if you can replicate the end result, weither that is healing a sick or dead plant, to even influencing its growth.

3) Always have faith in yourself. Even if the whole universe says that you are wrong, but you know you are right, YOU will be in the majority. Self confidance is the first step on any endevor, and I wish you all the best with this. Feel free to email me if you need any more encouragement, or to even compare notes (I am spirtually sensitive, astrally project and could have latent hydokenesis abilites.)

Best of luck!


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