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Having Feelings About A Murder Before And After It Happened

 

I woke up yesterday morning and felt kind of down all day, just a dread in my stomach. I even thought to myself a couple times something bad is coming. I have been through postpartum and I immediately got anxiety That my depression was coming back or I was having an episode. As usual when I have a bad day I just tried to ignore it. ALL DAY! Very hard to do and very tiring. We were staying at a cousins house for the day letting our daughter play with all of her cousins.

We went home around 5-6pm and I let the dog outside to go potty. Maybe 10 minutes later I went to the back door to let her back in and I heard lots of sirens (ambulance, cops). Not unusual in our neighborhood. It's not the safest which is why we have been trying too hard to move since we now have a toddler and she wants to play outside all the time.

A little bit later I got on Facebook and was scrolling through the news-feed. I see a headline on the local news that says someone has been shot right up the street from us. Actually about 5 blocks. I got on map-quest and searched the address they gave. It was the park that we take our daughter too! I was horrified. Again, not unusual but 630pm at a local park is scary, kids play, families walk, there is a tennis court and a baseball diamond. But late at night when we drive by we see lots of suspicious cars and always joked that it was drug deals and or a place people take prostitutes. Bad things don't happen there during the day. It's very unnerving.

Adding this news to my already wrecked mind for the day I become frantic. Just knowing this is bad. Really bad. Time goes on and the news updates little by little. First its a "young man" and the hospital is on lock-down. He is in critical condition. Late that night, I check again and see his name is released. I don't recognize it at all. He was 18 and accepted to a very prestigious college for pharmacy. My heart broke. What in the hell was he doing there? He was a good kid. He was smart and obviously did not deserve this. He was shot, multiple times, in the head.

I'm sick and I'm still sick and I cannot get this man out of my head. I have this terrible feeling still in my gut and my heart. I have never felt this feeling. I don't know what's going on? Anyway, I had to go to the store this morning and I decide to go the other way and drive by this park. There is a cop car and news crews. Nothing else. No obvious signs that someone was just murdered. But the feeling that overcame my chest and stomach was unreal. It was like I felt the pain of the family, the pure senseless acts and I have never felt this feeling before in my life. And it scares me to death!

I go home and can't get it off my mind. What is going on with me!? Later on in the day I see a cop car outside caddy corner from us. He sat there for 1/2 hour never getting out of the squad car. I'm so curious and can't help but wonder if its connected to the murder. I finally go to my husband and tell him my feelings and what I have been going through. He thinks it's because it happened to close to home it just is scary. (About a year ago 2 masked men walked into a home up the block and broke in put a gun to a 2 year old head) Like I said things like this is not unusual in our neighborhood. But this is different. I can't explain it.

We leave later on and go to look at a house with a realtor. When we come home there are three more squad cars down the street at this house. I don't know why they were there and they left soon after and so did 3 other cars from the house.

My mom has had feelings before where she sees someone and knows they are going to die soon or she saw an accident before it happened. I called her tonight and told her what was going on. She thinks I am picking up on someone's negativity or maybe something else. She doesn't know and I don't know but it has been over 24hours and I can't get this feeling out of my stomach, head and heart. I don't know where to go. I don't know how to Google this and find a solution. I am looking for anyone who has any input or what can I do to stop this or help someone. I am not having any psychic visions or names of people or predictions. I just have this horrible feeling overcoming my body and it will not leave! I'm scared.

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, mrsbanke, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

Mikanx95 (2 stories) (4 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-03-01)
I have experienced it often. Those are not your feelings. It's someone else's feelings and it is influencing you. All I could say is that you might be an empath like me. I can feel the future and I can also understand/feel/notice other people's feeling without them being near me. Sometimes, I fell into depression because I thought those are my feelings. Then I found out that it's not mine! I told myself, "Okay,cool down. You gotta know there's nothing for you to be depressed about. Don't be influence by other people easily. Stay strong. Go back to the right track." It might take some time but it works.:)
vanillabean (9 stories) (168 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-03-01)
When I've had experiences like this, I sit quietly, take a few slow & deep breaths, and say to myself, "These are not my feelings. They belong to (fill in the blank or just say "someone else."). I am letting them go now." This has always worked like a charm for me. I then imagine the White Light around myself and ask God for protection from any negative energy. One time I was crying so much that I couldn't control it. It was happening in class (I was taking some college level classes one summer), and I seriously couldn't get a grip the entire day. Experiencing the feelings of others is SO draining. Once I did this routine, I was totally fine very soon after.

You are sensitive, so you might pick up the feelings of others, especially when others' feelings are strong. Hope this helps in some way. 😉 ❤
mrsbanke (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-29)
That is exactly how I feel. Just looking around, knowing this man had so many dreams and can't do the things a person his age should experience. But also like you, I have heard of many young people dying this way and it is very sad. But this feeling is so overwhelming nothing I have every experienced and this is where I am so confused and wondering if its something more than just compassion. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and giving me your thoughts.
2012alexander (3 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-29)
You know its ok to love your fellow brothers and feel for there loss it just goes to show that you are a wonderful person. True story: I never lestined or cared for selena and her music. Remember she was shot in 2005 in 2008 while driving to Sacramento and lestining to her music I started to feel this terrible pain as I would assume her family and loved ones felt! I would see others eating and playing and I knew in my heart that she would never be able to do that and it really hurt me. Only god knows why I felt for her the way I did I have heard about many people dying and not cared! I had and still have dreams about her. So just know that you are not alone and that its only human to feel.
2012alexander (3 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-02-29)
You know its ok to love your fellow brothers and feel for there loss it just goes to show that you are a wonderful person. True story: I never lestined or cared for selena and her music. Remember she was shot in 2005 in 2008 while driving to Sacramento and lestining to her music I started to feel this terrible pain as I would assume her family and loved ones felt! I would see others eating and playing and I knew in my heart that she would never be able to do that and it really hurt me. Only god knows why I felt for her the way I did I have heard about many people dying and not cared! I had and still have dreams about her. So just know that you are not alone and that its only human to feel. 😁

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