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Strange Vision, Childhood Experiences, And Empathy

 

I always felt like I was a strange child and that I did not belong with any group at school, in fact I still feel that way today. I would always see things others did not, for example:

I was sitting in my room when I was 8 years old and I looked out through the doorway into the hall where my parents room joined. I saw a strange woman dressed in white with a blurred face, almost like she wasn't physically there. I felt calm and protected in her presence. She walked towards me and then turned into my parents room. I quickly jumped out of bed to go towards her to see who she was but when I looked in the room she had disappeared into, my parents were fast asleep. I woke up my mother to see if it might have been her, but she had not been out of bed and she was wearing her pink PJs. That was only one of my experiences and I still have not found out for sure what or who she was. It had become normal for me to see things (shadows walking by, people that were not there, etc.) weekly if not daily.

Also when I was little I would have breakdowns because it would seem like emotions would flood my mind. I even started to excel at school because it seemed like I was not just hearing thoughts from myself but also from everyone else in the class. I was learning faster than most kids in the class and I hardly had any problems with assignments. I felt like I was connected to everyone in the room.

That is most of what I remember of those 2 things, as it is hard to remember.

The biggest discovery, which I have saved for last, was something that I have just recently discovered. My vision is not the same as most people. I never questioned it because I thought it was just normal but I can see things around people (auras maybe) and if I concentrate hard enough and focus I can feel each individual and know who is in the room before I even enter. I have had my eyes tested many times and they keep saying that they are perfectly fine and that I have excellent vision. So I figured that it was not a health problem and possibly found out why I always felt that way and saw things. I can see things, sense things, and feel others emotions. I have researched for a year and found out what these abilities are and that there is other people like me. I just do not know what to do with my abilities and how I could expand my knowledge of them farther. I have been trying to sense people more and see the "energy" of people and things and have realized that everything (especially living things) have different auras around them. It has changed my life and I was wondering if this made sense to anyone else and if they could help me at all with this. I would really like to learn how to help people with this, as helping gives me great joy and I must protect everyone I can. If you wish to know more information about me or more details about my experiences you can message me or comment and I will check here on a very regular basis. Thank you for allowing me to share my story and I wish you all good luck in whatever your bright futures may hold.

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jrsludge (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-03-29)
Yeah, not fun at all. I don't get that bad any more, I have found myself a way to isolate myself in a part of my mind once I start to feel like my breakdown is going to begin so I am lucky now. I guess I am at least starting to be able to control some of my ability (not fully suppress it of course lol)
Yeah I have had problems with that too lol. I just try to put aside atleast 15 minutes aside to meditate, and if I have any more time to spend I will meditate longer or try new techniques.

Ah yes. Have you ever noticed that when times suddenly get tough you can calm people down or reason with them very easily?
A lot of people with abilities do not have it running through their families, yet still some do. No one truly knows why lol
It would be very cool if we all gathered up and were able to help all of mankind, who knows what the future may hold. 😉
Symbol-of-the-dragon (4 stories) (68 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-03-29)
I understand that feeling to protect too, but for me it is more associated with this inner feeling/ desire to be respected and to lead I think. Oddly, I feel more comfortable not physically leading at the same time.

And as for 2012, we don't know each other, so how could we join together to fight? Although that would be really cool, we live so many states and countries away.

I don't believe any powers run in my family, although it does happen quite often I think, where people are just born with powers even though they aren't inherited.

Granted, I've only mentioned these things a little to my mom, so I guess I don't know for sure. 😕
Awakening_In_Crimson (guest)
 
7 years ago (2012-03-29)
Yeah, when my friend went into a breakdown, it was like she shut herself out from everyone, she slightly registered words being spoken to her but overall ignored it. She would start shaking and write the creepiest things... And cry throughout the whole experience. Not very fun.
For me breakdowns are just me hunched over in a corner with this painful burning sensation all over my body. I hear voices (most of the time, except when I wake up and before I go to sleep, I am not clairaudient) and I really want to die. For some reason it happens more often when I'm alone in my room.
Remember just to actually DO instead of read online. That has been my problem lately lol... Yes, I hope I'm ready too haha. Hopefully you find more out about your grams, good luck!
jrsludge (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-03-29)
Thank you for your response. I just felt pain and something I would describe as "sadness"? I could not think straight and it took me a VERY long time to calm down and get myself out of it. I felt like screaming but I could barely utter a word. I felt like I did not want to live during and after for awhile. I started meditating slightly when I was very little to help control myself during them.
I figured that might have been it, apparently my great great grandmother had this as well and trained herself to use it. I still have to question a few members of my family if they remember her and it seems to run in my family some what. I will try to meditate more and see if I can develop it even further.
Yes, every day I can feel the urge to protect everyone. Exactly how I feel! I'm glad to know there are others. I do as well and am trying to prepare. Haha, I'm sure we will soon enough. I only hope that I will be ready when this occurs. (lol, okay)
I am sure I can remember more soon about them if I try to bring the memories back so I will let you know if I figure anything more out. 😊
Awakening_In_Crimson (guest)
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7 years ago (2012-03-29)
Seeing spirits is very common as a younger child, I used to see much more (and despite my family being Catholic and against these ideas I can tune into the younger children and see that powers do run through my family.) but the hard part is bringing it back after suppressing it. In my opinion all gifts can be developed, some are just more natural than others.
Awakening_In_Crimson (guest)
 
7 years ago (2012-03-29)
Hmm, what did you feel during these "breakdowns." My heart just stopped when I read that word in your story, because I have a close friend who is a psychic. She would have these breakdowns where she would tremble, hunch over, and I could sense dark energy radiating from her. She claims that the things she saw were very violent and gory inside these "breakdowns"...
The auras would be Natural Auric Sight, and you perhaps have Divination. What helps to sense this lifeforce energy is to meditate (which you probably already do, but do it more so intensely).
Do you have the urge to develop and protect humanity too? Despite feeling like an outcast, like you don't belong... I feel like I'm acquiring friends through this website that will be my future comrades in battle. I want to develop to stop it. It. I don't know what 'it' is lol... But it has something to do with the end of this year... (no 2012 myth spam, don't worry, lolz...)

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