I'm not sure if I'm the only medium that feels like this, maybe because I'm still trying to get the hang of my ability. But I hope that you guys don't feel that I'm just trying to be dramatic.
As my ability is getting stronger I can feel, hear and sometimes see the spirits around me. Now that I'm well aware that the spirits are always around me, I have found that I'm starting to feel like I have no privacy.
For example, while showering I know there are others in the bathroom. Or when I'm changing in my room, I can feel the presence of others in the room with me.
The other night I was awoken by a sound, it felt incredibly hot in my room so I took off my blouse. But I saw something move in the corner of my eye and I saw a teenage boy entity looking at me. I immediately covered myself and felt embarrassed and uncomfortable.
There was also anther day when I was with my boyfriend in my room. We were kissing and I felt movement behind him, I opened my eyes and saw a little girl around the age of 6 watching us. I felt dreadfully embarrassed, and I completely shut down on my boyfriend because I didn't want the young girl to see any sort of things like that, especially not from me.
I'm the eldest child in my family, cousins included, therefore I'm told to be there role model. Which is probably why I immediately shut down when seeing the young girl, I took it as, I would never do this in front if my little sister or any child, it's just not right.
My questions to the other mediums on here are, do I simply have to cope with this and in time I'll get used to it? Or is there a way I can let the spirits know that I want some privacy at the moment?
Thank you for reading and any advice will be greatly appreciated.