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I Think I'm Crazy?


To even begin to explain what goes on in my life, I need to explain a little of my background. My grandmother is a Cherokee Indian and a dreamer. She is shown things that will happen in life through her dreams. And everything she's seen has came true. Now my mother has always been very different. Like for example when her teeth finally came through as a child, she had shark looking teeth. Picture something demonic with teeth. That's how to explain her. And she was very mean as a child. She would make her little sister, my aunt, walk through hot ashes, push her siblings off trees, etc. With that being said, ever since I was little I have been able to see, I guess spirits. My grandmother noticed that being around graveyards to visit loved ones would cause my seizers. I even told my family when my great grandmother would die when I was 5 years old. Two weeks later she sure did. My only nightmare I ever have and is about my great grandmother and grandmother (that is like my mom), in my dream they just disintegrated before my eyes. Their skin completely falls away and then I'm falling into blackness. When I was 7 years old I went into a coma like state of mind. I remember playing with a dark man that only I could see. Dark meaning, he was like a shadow. My grandmother said I was possessed and I finally woke up 2 days later after much prayer and old rituals she tried. I do not remember anything from those 2 days except being cold. After that it seemed like all I could see was the dark things. Bad spirit animals, bad spirit people. I see auras and most of them were dark, bad. I went into that same coma like state when I was 14. I was hospitalized because they said I had tried to kill myself. I don't remember anything. We moved from the house that everything happened to me. In my new house now, it almost seems like it's a portal or passage way? I see good spirits looking for the light. And I have noticed they come through my house at any time and go out the other side. With much practice I have been able to help and talk to many of these spirits. Ranging from babies, children, and adults. I still cannot go to a graveyard without seeing many things someone would never want to see. Mostly bad spirits that still look how they died. I still have seizers from them. Now my little sister has slipped up and told me how she talks to animals in her sleep. Is this something that just keeps getting passed down? My family is Cherokee Indian and Mexican. Does that mean anything? Are we crazy? Am I? There's so much more to even tell!

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sara231 (1 stories) (2 posts)
10 years ago (2014-08-12)
[at] Show_Me
I know I'm kind of late here, but has anyone else heard of native americans that have the ability to time travel and fix past mistakes? It fascinates me so much and I'd like to know more about it!
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-21)
Thank you for that. It always helps to be reminded that there is love around. The one person I wish it would come from though will never show it...

Show_me: anything helps at this point. Thank you.

Show_Me (guest)
12 years ago (2012-05-17)
In our culture we believe that at least one person in our family will become a Shaman. Why? So many evil roam around earth. This year, 2012, there is a spiritual shift between the worlds and dimensions.

Native Americans were also great healers, shamans, seekers, dreamers and etc... You have powerful Native American blood in you. It could be that your Mexican side has this too. Native Americans have a very good grounding mother nature and mother earth.

Since your grandmother is Cherokee Indian and a dreamer, your family members and you are bound to inherit it somewhere down the line. I have a very powerful Native American Chief who is one of my guiders. It's hard to explain how this is possible but, back then in my culture, we have shamans. Shamans were basically the healers of the village (s). They help cure the sick, banish evil spirits in homes, readings, and etc... Now the new mediums can see the past, present, future, fix the past, present and future, read people, cure the sick, time travel, AP, enter heaven and hell, fix misfortunes, and etc...

You are not crazy. You will only be crazy if you think you are.

I hope this helps.
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-17)
Well then Darlin, we all come from somewhere. I have a bipolar child (now 19) who used to do terrible things to our horror, even with medicine. It didn't change our love, just how we dealt with her. I do know its heartbreaking, I also know that she does these things because her brain is not balanced. Your grandmother was right to keep you and your sister... I don't sense anything tonight except that you are special to this world (as is your sister) and it is good to have you here. It is very hard to live with a person who can't control her (or him) self. One day you will be free to travel your own path. I know returning to the natural world, as Mubashir has said will help you find center again. There is love around you... I feel it. My prayer is that you feel it too. Blessed be little sister, Ladyhawke ❤
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-17)
Ladfyhawke: For some reason I can't believe my mom had me out of love. Both my sister and I were out of wedlock. My mom didn't want either of us and my grandmother had to stop her from aborting us. My mom traveled far away from our family traditions and beliefs. Basicly my sister and I walk on egg shells around her hoping she dosent snap. She is bipolar but dosent take her medication. So she goes from being nice to extrememly mean to the point of calling us whores and wishing we were never born. No I'm not boohooing or whinning I just take and tell it like it is. I just feel completly lost...

Mubashir: Thank you. Yes I am a very loving person when it comes to nature and really anything!
Mubashir (285 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-16)
Well that was a creepy story. I have a feeling that you have some strong potential as a psychic. Loving nature is one thing that can make you more stronger. The more you love and understand the nature the stronger you become. If you are calling yourself crazy, then you are very wrong. Its really a great gift that you have a good nature and I think you are really blessed if you have one. Evil may try to overwhelm you when you are walking on the right path but you should never give up hope and your good nature because it will become a light and show you the right path. Honestly I don't know how things come in my mind so I just write it. I don't know if its the right place to put it but you can't overcome hatred by hatred because it will only make things worse. Try to overcome your fears and evil by love and understanding them then everything is going to be fine. Hope this helps you. Take care and bye. 😁
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-15)
Good stuff PathR, how complex our traditions are seems directly related to the simplicity of the life we wish to lead. Strawberry Moon, Is your Moms forgiveness, you? Did she turn her heart towards someone and in a moment of love create you? I read a very complex story of what is handed down from mother to daughter and the expectations of a strong grandmother... I don't mean to read anymore than would be proper. Your heart and the heart of your sister are like jewels in the eyes of others... They believe you can change many things. If ritual is how you wish to meet peace in your life, then Blessed Be. My ancestors were simple people who belived in the earth as mother, and grounding was simply understanding her as where energies came from and went to. Darkness only came when permission was given, when withdrawn it had to leave. To speak too many words was to take away the power of the single thought, aligning with the mother and her life giving attributes. Thank you for telling me the meaning of your name, it speaks volumes of the depth from which it was given. Blessed Be, Ladyhawke ❤
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-14)
You will be getting an email shortly.
Thank you for your help!
Its much appreciated!
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-14)
Meditation is a way to get ahold of energies.
I uses a few formats that have come to me.
Some use guided meditation.
Some use a tree to connect upward/downward/and within their chakras (aka:energy centers). Open clearing/balancing and then closing at the end.

Clearing our body can be combined with your
Grandmothers traditions of herbs in your home.

Grounding is connecting our core being to creator, or mother earth plus the earth chakra which is 6-7inches under our feet. There are numberous ways to grounding.

When interacting with discarnate souls (aka:dead people/shadow people. This takes energy from us.
So closing the portals is important-for excessive
Interaction with discarnate souls can drain us, and
Eventually cause a breakdown in our physically.
People report depression, tired, drained.
Some people get physically ill. Hence it is imperative to meditate daily.

When we meditate we actually store energy.

My fathers people have Commanche with Sioux.
So I enlist the traditions when I connect in meditation.
I also follow the belief that our ancestors are with
Us and have had this confirmed that they are with me.

If you want a more simple format, email me and I will
Send you one.
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-14)
PathR: I understand what you mean now. But all I'm getting is to basicly ground myself. Have someone come do a ritual over me. My question is, how does one ground themselves? Meditate?
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-14)
StawberryMoon in some cases individuals can have Medical conditions.
Example: Headaches affect the brain and also cause individuals to see auras
While having a migraine attack.
Seizures: seizures affect the brain and cause permanent damage to the brain which will affect the individual's person's memory.

Some of the workings of trance, or spirit intrusion can seizures.

Other individuals will have medical conditions that show aura's and spirits, which can be a combination of the med condition or medications.

But back to how a seizure, in many indigenous experiences a seizure is a reaction
To going into a trance and the person is aligning with energy. And after the trance the person is alert with no repercussions.

Others whom do not have a medical condition and experience a seizure are sensing a
Foreign substance (spirit/ or neg spirit essence). In grave yards there is negative energy (these hold various forms and can even look like an Octopus, or a reptile, stingray fish as well as snakes, spider, as when a burial takes place some of the Etheric energy which attached to these would not go with the host of the deceased.
Much of these animals I listed have to do with an assortment of things such as pain,
And addictions, Karmic Ancestral which can look like Octopus.

In reality the Astral realms and lower realms, beings do not see our body they see our mind which is set to certain vibrations (Patterns we are accustomed to).
It is due to the law: "Like Attacks Like".
When I asked about your mother which you said," she had fangs, and mean and pushed siblings off trees. I was getting at any cycle that she portrayed in the home.
As children we get in our mind sets of allowing our self to sit there and take what the
Adult does. And this is the point I was trying to make.
With any mind set since our mind is programmed to just accept what happens us
Therefore negative spirits can gain entrance just by letting things happen. Our subconscious is not resonating. The idea: I am present, "this is my area do not enter".

The shadow people are what many of the people have seen on this site. And this is just part of the molecules that look dark. When I had asked about them I was shown they also can attach to us as individuals. When we practice grounding and know our own balance we can pull these right though and release them which is what I have had to do when administering healing.

Some of the items I have found helpful:Protector, ancestors guardians that help with the work or rituals before working or after to clear your own energy or clear the area in your home, or closing portals. Ritual work in the old tradition helpful.
I do not incure portals as I close them after working
As I clear blance and close the area up as well as in my home.

There are a lot of people comming forth these last few
Months and they are not of American Indian extraction.
They too help people cross over.

Good journey
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-12)
Ladyhawke: No apologies is necessary. Strawberry in cherokee is ani. Meaning forgiveness and a symbol of good luck. When one is born their given a name by the feelings or dreams a wise one has about the newborn. I was given strawberrymoon. Named after the ritual that all dance to forgive and once they fogive whom ever or whatever they eat a strawberry and throw the stem into the fire to give back. Its remarkable that you picked up on my burdens. I feel as if I carry the weight of those secrets on my shoulders. Would that even be something that could happen? Id love to email you! You will be receiving one in the next few days.
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-12)
Hello again, I ask for forgiveness, my reading ended long ago along with my search for mankinds knowledge... Everything I know comes from another source now... So I read summer,fullmoon,harvesting strawberries and womanhood. Tell me again the native truth. I would be pleased to hear, I love the stories from the earth. I read in you a longing for freedom, and the back of my head/neck hurts... Are you carrying a burden that should be released to a greater source? There is tremendous strength available when we love one another... Its not always easy to call for help, tho it would be given when asked. If you would like, send me an email (mine in my profile) and I will send you a picture of myself and my appaloosa mare China, then go swimming or play in the dirt... Hahaha Blessed be little sister, Ladyhawke ❤
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-11)
dreamgirl: I mean sometimes in our past lifes the same things can happen and our memory of course dosent pick up on that. So it all seems familiar like deja vu! Make sense?
dreamgirl21 (10 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-11)
StrawberryMoon what do you mean by recarnation? I believe in ghost... I want to know what you trying to say?
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-11)
Finally one who understands me! Thank you for your insightful words!
I do love nature, watching things grow and such. I haven't done anything like that in a long time. Ah yes horses. So beautiful and strong. I had a few until we had to move. I don't think I have gone for a ride in over 5 years.
Do you understand the meaning behind my name StrawberryMoon?
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-11)
Hello StrawberryMoon, I read you as not being crazy, just exhausted from the confusion and headaches. Time to regroup and rest. You are so sensetive to the energies close to the earth (as you should be) that they run through you like a screen door. Your story makes the front and top of my head hurt... Music for the headaches. Water (swimming) for the flow of life in you and use your hands in the dirt for grounding (planting flowers or food will help tremendously). I wish I was nearer to you to bring you horses for inner strength. So many folks are stuck in books or watching TV, that they have lost thier earth connection... Yours is still very much alive in your heritage, it is calling you to come back to simple life. You can exsist in the present artificial turmoil, but not well until you are grounded. It is time to find a mentor and focus your native energies. If you ever visit Georgia I would be pleased to meet you and introduce you to some very wise four footed friends... Blessed Be, Ladyhawke ❤
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-10)
Pathr: I'm sorry I'm not following you. What exactly are you getting at?

Dreamgirl21: your not crazy. Do you believe in recarnation?
dreamgirl21 (10 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-10)
Hi I'm new to this website... And I been recently having dream come true. Like I would have a event happen lately and remember I had the dream of that event like in the past... It been going on for like a year now... Can someone tell me what going on and that if I'm crazy?
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-10)
Many symtoms are very close to mental illness.
So this is a fine line the spiritual experiences.

Many people pass out because they are overwhelmed
By spirit. Some of this can also influence the heart
Chakra which can have palpatations. Feel as if their
Blood pressure has gone off.
And depending on how it all unfolds it can be due
To having energy drained from them.

The majority of your post is about beings whom are
Invading and nothing about information from spirit
Which is building. Hope you are seeing what I am saying.

When a negative
Spirit invading there is normally a spot they obtained
Entrace. These things do not just happen!

Your not mentioning any meditation or type of affiliation in faith/or practiced rituals and these
Serve as guardians over the mind/emotions and ultimately the body.

My question about abuse is not limited to sexual/or physical, but can include mental/emotionally- psychological which you stated your mom used to torture her sister. Which is still abuse. The bottom line is people do not change.
Unless they have a new mind set. Which is not into the
Mix. As children we are so dependant on parents.
And unless one is an old soul and brought over a mind
To differentiate and possible escape with their mind
Somewhere else. People refer to this as Day dreaming,
With a large immagination. But even with this people
Can go into a fantasy and not be present inside of their body. Hence leaving them open for influences.

To be honest this is not a judgment but an attempt to
Try and steer you in the right direction.
If you do not have a medicine person whom can deal
With the negativity. I would look for an healer whom
Can see your aura do any extractions as well as healing.

You would also need a type of discipline to train the mind. When the Aura is torn it is then that the veil
Is open and the Ego is torn. Which fits your description.
This will not be an instant cure.
It has taken you years to be at this point, so to be
Healed in one go without working is only a 5% chance.

Did the Doctors ever do a Cat Scan?

The only positive point is you stated you can see spirits. If you clear yourself and discipline your mind. Your vibrations will go up and you will see positive.

The idea of only seeing negative is a RED flag stating
Low vibrational beings contacting your and interacting
With you.
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-09)
Ive been baptized 3 times now. And I have always been excersized twice.
Im keeping my faith strong and I speak and pray to god every chance I get.
Thank you
StrawberryMoon (3 stories) (21 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-09)
Ive never used any drugs or alcohol. But when I mentioned that I had tried killing myself above? They had told me it was an overdose on pain pills. I have never had any perscribed to me and the only other thing I have taken was advil etc for my migranes. Which I get so bad my sight blurs and all I want to do is sleep. I have been known to sleep for days because of my migranes.

I can't say I have anything negative in me now. But I do feel something trying to follow a lot. I couldn't tell you if I felt that way before. I can't remember much.
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-09)
Many people due to Dna passed along family have,
The dream world give truth.

May I ask if you used any recreational drugs/or
Alcohol, or abuse as a child?

With a possession usually the host is aware of
A negative entity inside of them. Is this something you can say?

You seem as if there are a few things happening.

But I need you to answer the question before I
TheBrowneyes17 (1 stories) (12 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-09)
well this sounds like something, you need to go to a ligit person and get excersized, you mom is a little strange with the way her teeth grew in and the way she acted. Maybe you should get cleansed or baptized. Try to speak with your spirit guides and call God for your angels, no dark spirit can stay with the light of God.
Blessed Be. I wish you well.

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