My name is Michaela, I'm a 15 year old indigo light worker. For about 3 years I have been involved with the spiritual, but it was only last year that I realized myself for what I was; an indigo. A volunteer soul to aid with the light body ascension. Ok, so that's just a bit of background info. Anyway, because of my passion with the spiritual, spirits have always been attracted to me, whether that be invading my bedroom at night, following me down the footpath, interrupting my sleep, etc. And seeing as I am clairvoyant, clairsentient, empath, claircognizant, clairaliant, and clairaudient, I am able to detect these spirits. Keeping in mind I'm stronger in some points than I am in others.
I have encountered some evil spirits before. I have had one grab me around the neck when I was between asleep and awake, and then be pushed back by my protection field (auric/energy). As well as been pushed against the wall, etc. A few months ago I encountered something I had never seen before, and something I realized people did not know much about. Black Orbs. Of course there are the traditional white orbs, the red ones, the blue ones, but the black ones never seem to come up in many discussions. Every now and then I would witness a black orb dart across my room. Unlike the white orbs, of which you could only see out of the corner of your eye, I could see this orb fully staring at it.
One night I felt an extreme presence at the foot of my bed, and it kept me awake all night. Literally. I couldn't fall asleep the whole night. Every time I would drift off I would be awoken by, I presume, my own fear. So in the end I got up and went over to switch on the lamp. As I did I turned sideways and there, only a few centimeters away from my face was a black orb. It disappeared as quickly as I had seen it, literally vanishing before me. As I tried to drift back asleep for about the 20th time, I heard a male voice speak. The voice was coming exactly from where I had anticipated the black orb to be. And as I woke with a start the last thing I remember him saying was ssss. Like a sentence ending with a prominent sss. But nevertheless, it freaked me right out.
From then on I would occasionally move about my room only to turn around to find it right there, following me. But only in my room. One day I went into my room to hear this extreme hiss and snarl from where I thought it was. It was, and I can only describe it this way, inhuman.
Luckily I would sleep at my Nan's for a week, giving me time to recuperate from the trauma and sleepless nights.
As I gradually learnt, exercised, and asked help from my dad and his friend, I would continuously pour white light into my room from the safe house of my Nans'. It took at least 5 days, but we did it, finally forcing the beast from my room. I would feel it leave, and I know that all it was really intention.
I am afraid it will come back, and I know the more I'm afraid, the more I'm manifesting it, but I can't help the fear that seeps into my mind. My sense told me that it was a demonic or evil spirit, I also know that it all has to do with perception, but I would like the impression of others. What do you guys think? Perhaps I need to shift my thoughts.
I would generally appreciate any advice from my fellow spiritualists.
Thanks,
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I'm sorry to hear about your experience with the demons... But I'm glad I found that I am not alone in what I have experienced. I'm seeing black orbs dark quickly across the room as well. I've had some disturbing experiences with the growl from a non-human in my ear, and also a terrifying night where I was woken up to only what I can describe as the souls of the dead screaming in my ear! I feel a negative presence which I have tried to shift over the last couple of years, which this has all began.
But my spirit guides are strong on the case as well offering their protection and guidance and making themselves known in the way of blue orbs, number patterns, a feeling of their presence, white mists, and sparkles! And waking me up in the night, usually at 03:33 exactly, ha. So I feel like I'm in a bit of a battle between the world of spirits, good vs demons. I've changed over the last couple of years and so have my abilities, being able to see energy, radiation, auras, and I'm incredibly empathetic and can understand others feelings and souls, just through quick eye contact and physical presence. Although my abilities have become stronger with my intuition building all the time, I feel the universe finally has my back with the coincidences and events that have happened lately.
My point is, I can see the black orbs. It's incredible. But I'm concerned it's a demon trying to become present. I've fought off the last one. Had the nightmares and seen the figures, and felt the presence. I'm trying to understand this world as it's quite new to me.