I have not written in a while because nothing has really happened to me in a while. This isn't anything serious but it's bugging me. For the last few days I can't shake the feeling that something bad is around me. It's hard to explain. I feel like something's there but I just can't see it. About a week ago, a neighbor began to shout at my mother. It was a serious situation as it had happened before.
That night I asked for help from her deceased father and her nephew (both of whom I did not know). I asked for help from her nephew because a card reader told my mother that a spirit was hanging around our house and he was getting angry because he's trying to get our attention. He would call us, touch us, appear as a shadow walking through our home and even knock things over. The most prominent was a holy statue that was high on a shelf. It was behind a few other things. In the morning, we walked into the kitchen to find the statue lying in the middle of the floor.
It's not all the time, mainly from the early evening onwards. I get a bad feeling and I always feel like something horrible is nearby. I don't know what to do. I wonder if it's actually something bad or it's just the feeling of this spirit. If this spirit wants help or wants to tell me something, I would be open to receive the message. Some part of me believes that the spirit is somehow connected to me. I believe that they somehow know me or my family.
Is there anything I can do? Is there any advice you could give me? Have you had similar experiences? I know I'm not alone in this. I've had many experiences but I'm more comfortable if I know what kind of spirit I'm dealing with.
I've had the same exp for about 11 years now. I don't really know how to explain it but I get random urges to stop a complete stranger and say omg someone is going to die in your family or omg please be safe out there! But I never actually acted upon that urge bc I'm afraid of people slapping me or cursing me out! I can say I don have any sweet feelings but rather anger and a feeling of lost or not pleased and it's usually not by choice.
About 10 years ago at age 18 while sitting in a friends living room I felt someone starring at me through a window above the house door, I looked up and saw a mans face just glaring in the window at me... I blinked and said to myself how is this guy looking through a window above the door? He must be floating... I took a deep breath again and looked up, this time he tilted his head and was just bulgingly starring at me! I screamed and started shaking and hyper ventilating! Goosebumps from head to toe just in capable to speak. My friends ain't said it was a full moon out and I'm just the chosen one?! Until 2 days ago while in a restaurant eating I felt again the same feeling of someone starring at me. I glanced to the window which was on the side of the building and saw a guy peeping through the window again! I grabbed my boyfriends arm and said he's starring at me... I looked up again and the guy at the window left in a flash, I walked outside to see if I was losing my mind or if their was someone there... Nothing but a half lit alley way and no one there.
Almost all my premonition and dreams have come true. Thugs I say randomly comes true. My friends tell me to shut up sometimes and not to say anything bc my mouth is always true. Though my feelings of sad, angry, lost, confused and trying to meditate just leads my mind to a never concentrating thought. I lose grip while meditating. Almost like I'm in denial of my feelings but want to chase it down and help others out.
Thanks to your post I know now I'm not the only one feeling this sense when I read something someone posted or having that angry feeling. If anyone can explain what I feel I would greatly appreciate it. Lost of sleep and answers to my questions never answered just makes me feel more looney! Hah! Thanks again