In the past I have ha occasions when I just *knew* things. I knew my husband and I would be together the moment I met him. I knew the genders of our children from the start. There have been other little things here and there. I've just known. I've never considered this a psychic ability, I chalked it up to coincidence.
One of my best friends is getting married this weekend several hours away. I couldn't make it for the pre wedding festivities and long story short he arranged for me to fly on a small private plane with three other members of the wedding party. I have flown before without issue, but this week I have become increasingly agitated. I feel this urge to have my physical and spiritual affairs in order. Like a compulsion to nest right before you go into labor. I just have this gut feeling that this plane is going to crash. It's like a certainty inside of me. But I don't know if it's a genuine premonition or some kind of brand new anxiety over flying. I just feel like if I get on this plane I will never see my husband and children again.
Last night my husband dreamed the plane crashed but I feel like this might be because I have discussed my anxiety with him. I am genuinely terrified to go, but it seems a little absurd that I would know my death was imminent. And even if I didn't get on the plane and drove would I find myself in a car accident instead? Maybe I'm muddling the issue. I feel like I know something will happen on this plane and it will crash. But no one I have spoken of it to takes it seriously. They tell me to take something, that I'm just anxious.
I guess I'd like to know if anyone has experienced something similar.