New York Connection?

It's been a while since I have been on here so be kind please! I'm still trying to figure out what really happened and understand everything. Well, I guess I'll just get in to it.

It happened a little under three months ago. My friend and I were watching TV and I flipping through the channels. One TV show that caught my eye was a documentary about 9/11. My friend and I both thought it was very odd because it was May, not September, But I moved on not thinking too much into it.

The next day I was just chilling out watching TV with my dad watching "Undercover Boss". I wasn't really paying attention but then I heard the words "9/11" and I looked up. It was about a janitorial service that worked in the towers. Again, I didn't think too much into it.

As I was getting ready for school the next day I was my mom was watching one of her shows called "Physic Medium". I was getting my lunch when my mom left the room to get the car started. I was just about to turn off the TV but just as I was about to they played a clip of 9/11. I sat down and watched. The lady that was on there had lost her mother to 9/11. Okay, I thought, This is just getting weird now. On the way to school I told my mom what happened. She also agreed that was odd but I could tell she brushed it off.

The school day was normal but it was at the end of the day it got weird. The P.A system came on and the lady said something that shocked me. "Anyone interested in going to New York in 2013 can pick up a form in the office." I stopped paying attention and my mind raced. What the heck is going on!? I picked a form up in the office to show my mom. When I showed her she couldn't believe it, especially when I told her they only reveled it today! My mom was super hungry so she went to go pick up Subway and I waited in the car. I read stared to read very thing and I flipped the page and burst into tears. I didn't feel sad or anything I was just crying for no reason. My eyes looked across the page and landed on the words, you guessed it, 9/11. When my mom came into the car I told her that if I went I would go to ground zero.

I believe everything happens for a reason, but I'm still trying to figure out what this reason is. I am a sensitive and recently I've noticed some odd things in my house. Maybe it's all connected somehow? Am I picking up on some things Mediums can? Please help me understand!