I'll start this off with explaining I'm 16 and my mum committed suicide when I was 14. I was going through a stage where I was being a terrible person, running away, smoking, having sex. I was also in care because mum could not handle me playing up. Her last words to me where "give me the keys" I said "no" but she is buried with my key in her hand, as this was her last wish. She had many metal heath issues and my birth dad had schizophrenia but I have never met him.
So lately I have been hearing voices. They are not clear but clear enough to sound human, kind of like mumbling. I hear them often from my window, I uses to think they were my neighbors' but then I noticed my neighbors aren't always home when I hear them and my neighbors are a lot louder than the voices when I do hear them talking. I've started hearing them in different places now. I heard them at the cemetery the other day from paddocks next door to the cemetery I was just there visiting my mother. And I've heard them at friend's places at night when everyone is asleep. Like I said, it's always just a mumble, I never known what they're trying to say. If I listen hard sometimes I get a few words, but very rarely and never enough to get an idea of what they are saying it is more like "she" "it" "more".
Also this morning I woke up facing the wall and I felt like someone was staring at me from beside my bed so I quickly turned around because I was frightened and there was nothing there. Could have sworn I'd seen a black shadow but I had just opened my eyes so it could have been my eyes adjusting to the light. I often feel like someone is staring at me but not as bad as this morning.
The voices and the feeling peoples staring at me when I'm alone in a room is really creeping me out.