My earliest experiences I can recall begin when I was between the ages of 4-6. I was alone at home with dad while my siblings were at school. I notice I was being stalked by a black shadow I referred to it as a vampire because I felt it wanted to take something from me and mean harm. So I went into the room with the brightest amount of sun light shining in made a barrier between me and it then told it it couldn't cross to bother me.
I have experienced a lot of paranormal events. I feel mainly but sometimes see and hear spirts? I have been physically attacked by I'm guessing a demon and almost rapped by another. I have been visited and comforted by deceased loved ones.
Once I'm not sure if I filled a cup of water with my mind or if it was a spirit that felt sorry for me.
I get feelings from people and places that either let's me know if for a lack of better words "good or bad". I can feel there intent if that makes sences to help or harm.
I predicted and try to stop a car crash but they brushed me off. Their car crash caused 15,000.00 worth of damage but thank God no one was hurt. I also kept dreaming that my mother had cancer and after a week of this recurring dream I begged her to go to the doctor where they found she had breast cancer. I also dreamt that our house would be broken into before it happened.
I have heard the thoughts of someone on three occasions and when they asked how I knew I insisted they told me but they insisted they thought the answer not spoke it. I get impressions or thoughts sometimes pictures in my mind that I don't know where they come from. Or what to do with them.
I have also had a few out of body experiences were I was sleeping in one room but was like a fly on the wall seeing and hearing events in another room. Then when I would talk about my "dream" they would freak out because it was a true event.
And I feel the emotions of others. I can't control myself. I'm an emotional wreck.
I also get images in my mind that I can heal others but I have never tried I just feel too weird to mention it to the person.
I feel as if I'm going crazy dealing with this since childhood. I have spoken to family members who look at me oddly but to the best of my knowledge this does not run in the family. My family history extends to my mothers and siblings and their children. I don't know anything about the rest of my family. My husband thinks I'm nuts too.
I feel that I have been blessed with these gift from God but am clueless about them or even what they are. I need help to name my gifts and how to use them.