So recently I have begun meditation to connect with my spirit guides. I have met all 4, all males. One is a black flamboyant male, who is much like my mother figure, or lover. Another is a strong, long haired Japanese looking warrior male, who is somewhat sarcastic, I call him my coach. The one I feel most connected to is a tall older man, who looks Scandinavian, long silver hair and beard, big hands, a loving father, wise man. And the last there wasn't a strong connection with. But he was the youngest, bald, and had rimmed glasses, almost looked like Moby (Lol) he was the most introverted, and kind of weird. Anyways I don't know names, and the two I see the most is my lover and Father. My father has always made himself "noticed" I should say. Especially when I'm having "boy problems", I always thought it was a ghost. But since I've learned about my spirit guides. And have seen all of them I know that this "ghost" wasn't really a ghost, but my guide being aggressive in the way of making a message clear all along.
Every time I go into a meditation and try and connect with my guides. They send me to a past life. Or show me old world (probably from a past life, but I don't feel a self connection). I love ancient life/world. But I'm kind of lost. I have done past life regression myself, before I even tapped into my guides. Is seeing all my past lives that important? I've come across probably 15 so far. I feel blessed to be able to see my past lives, and I love that I've been able to see all of which I've seen. But I feel so confused in the physical world. And so aware in the Psychic world, and my biggest concern is what I'm going to do with my life and if it's the right thing. So I don't understand why my guides would be showing me my past lives so much. Has this happened to anyone else?
For example. Today I went under, and I saw a face of a Scandinavian woman, with grey eyes, and dark brown hair. I didn't make a emotional connection of any kind with her. But when it went to a hand scooping snow I felt a connection. A very old one, but still a connection. Then things started whirling around (nothing clear) and I heard metal clanging in my left ear. I didn't get any image for awhile. And then a flash of a colonial woman wearing a bonnet appeared, totally different time period, and origin. I wanted to stop and wake up but I felt like my guides told me to stay, so I did. And they showed me a beautiful forest, all green. It was the kind of scenery you take in during the summer because by winter it will be all white, and rugged. I felt so content in that moment. Then I knew it was my time to end my meditation. This wasn't a typical regression for me. But a regression it was non the less.
Has this kind of thing happened to anyone else?