So just to be brief and sorry for my bag spelling or grammar but a couple of month ago sadly my ex passed on and I like to think of her because she was amazing but I sometimes get this horrid vile sick feeling, that forces me to hate her and everything for no real reason I sometimes get cold like somethings standing in me.
I thought it was her so I said come on let's have a picture for a joke I work alone you see so I took the picture and there's something in the picture with me it looks a bit like a goat/human skull with only one visible right horn and now I feel it inside my head clawing away and I don't know what to do as people will think am crazy how do I show people a picture of something that's not suppose to be real every time it's around I feel sick and depressed I feel like its draining my energy is it all in my head or is this really happening is there a way to get rid of it as I fear its been around for a long time just waiting I used to feel depressed like I did when I took the picture but I just fort that was life you know how we all have the ups and downs but when I saw it I fort so that's why my life's been the way it is so I started to think positive and think about Leah and how nice she was but its like it keeps trying to force me to hate people and am not like that I don't like to hate but it makes my skin crawl in the picture it looks happy and I think it wanted to be seen as in the time was right to show its self this thing is really bothering me as I don't even know what it is: (
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