I don't know how to go about this, I almost always try to be logical about the most unexplained things that happen but there is only so much that you can pass off as coincidence; I don't understand too much about this so I'm going to explain the best I can. A year ago I met this girl who intrigued me to no end we met before but never spoke until she switched into my class in my senior year of high school. She and I became good friends and closer than I ever could have imagined I was drawn to her as she was with me.
When we became close I felt like I had regained someone I once lost which was a strange feeling. She told me I felt familiar to her like she has known me her whole entire life and of course at the time I just smiled I didn't think much of it. When we started dating I found out that she is an empath ever since she was a toddler (she is very skeptical but I am a firm believer it fits her experiences and everything perfectly). She is very sensitive to others peoples emotions she hates being surrounded by crowds because that's where she feels bombarded by energies and emotions that are not her own.
She even hates going to hospitals the most reason being that she feels sickness and pain and those are the worst feelings in the world. She can always tell how I feel emotionally all the time even when we are not together. Lately strange things have been happening, In my first year of college I was walking into the local cafe when I saw my ex at first it took me by surprise because I wasn't expecting to see him (we had unfinished business that I preferred to keep unfinished) I remember feeling like someone took a hammer and smashed it into my chest I didn't know whether to cry or be angry then for a brief moment I became numb, completely unfeeling then I left the cafe I was really out of it that day. Later I called up my girlfriend and she noticed that I was down so I told her what happened, when I finished talking she was quiet and told me that she was plagued by an extremely sad feeling that same afternoon and that her chest hurt. At first I was surprised but dismissed it as coincidence. Another time was when I was leaving my girlfriends house and I got into an accident by colliding with a motor cycle.
I remember watching as the motorcycle just came closer and closer I was deathly afraid then I didn't feel anything for a brief moment. After the accident I called her up to tell her what happened she told me that her heart hurt and was beating rapidly she was also feeling very afraid out of nowhere. After that I couldn't really explain it anymore. The last thing that did happen just stumped me completely. There was a death in my friends family so I went to attend their funeral, when I stepped into the funeral home the first thing that I noticed was how "dead" (no pun intended) the atmosphere felt its hard to explain the air just felt so. Still and lifeless I tried to ignore the feeling but the feeling kept growing and growing until I started hyperventilating because it felt like there was no air in the building and I had a migraine I had to go outside a couple of times to take a breather before going back in and during the middle of the funeral I texted my girlfriend telling her I wasn't feeling very well she said she knew something was wrong and told me to get out of there so I left the first chance I got.
By the way I don't have an irrational fear of going to funerals or seeing dead bodies I know death is pretty much a part of life and I accept that it happens to everyone so I know that the last part was not because of fear. I don't know what this means could this really be related to soul connections? Or is it because she is an empath? An empathic bond?
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