I'm 18 and have been getting weird feelings for a while now, for example I can close my eyes and feel a surge of energy roll through me, and I feel the need to try and control things or make myself faster stronger etc by thinking about it. Also I get the shiver go through the back of my head and down through my body when I do this. I'm not sure what is going on but I hope someone can help me?
It almost feels as though there is something inside me that wants to be used but I can't figure out how to harness it. And I feel at one with the earth and elements although I have no immediate control over them. Although I'm not religious as such I do believe in ancient myths history and magic, I like the thought that I could control things or have a special power as such.
I have searched for ages to try and find explanations or stories like this but I can't find anything related to it.
Can anyone help please?
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