Please bear with me. Ever since I was little, I've been sensitive to energy. I can see it everywhere, especially around people. To me it kind of looks like white noise on T.v. I didn't think anything of it until about a two years ago I tangled with a Ouija board and things haven't been the same since.
During my Ouija encounters my friend was possessed for a short period, and then I experienced something rather strange. Whenever I get anywhere near a strong spirit I get very sharp chills. After my friend was possessed by a spirit named Zozo I experienced such strong chills I could barely breathe. He walked around the house with his eyes closed and reacted violently towards the herb Sage. After this encounter we made a pact not to play Ouija anymore. Afterwards I noticed a flock of crows would follow me. Everywhere. If I couldn't see them, I heard them.
At night when I told my friends about my experience, I would get small chills. I thought it was just from the memory. One night about a week or two later I was talking to a friend on the phone about what happened and as a joke they said exactly "So am I really talking to you or some monster inside of you?" At that exact moment I got extremely violent chills, and when I took a look in the mirror, my pupils were rapidly dilating. Scared and not knowing anything about this subject, I just went to sleep. Well at least I thought I was asleep.
I was lying in my bed and my body felt strange. I felt very strange. I was conscious and I could move my body, but it didn't feel like I was in control or actually even moving it. Its very hard to explain. When I shifted my attention to my door, there was a dark figure standing there and staring at me. I couldn't stop staring. I was helpless. I blacked out and when I came to I was sitting upright on my bed. It felt like I had eyeballs on the back of my neck. Throughout the house, I heard whispering and growling. The growling sounded like thunder, except too long and drawn out. That night I ran to my mothers room crying and begging her to make it go away. She just gave me a lot of Tylenol P.m. And told me none of it was real. The next day it was gone.
I thought it was permanent until I talked to another friend about this, warning him not to ever play it. The chills returned. I had that i'm-being-watched feeling. Even my brother felt it.
The next day while getting ready for school, I was playing with my puppy when she just stared intently into the kitchen. Curious as to what she was staring at, I turned my head and the same dark figure stood in the middle of the kitchen and stared at me. My mother was asleep in the room I was sitting in, so in fear I woke her up and told her to look. I turned back around and it was gone.
I recently started meditation to strengthen myself and I had strange experiences there as well. The first attempt, I felt myself detach from my body, and I flew through doors, until I stood face to face with a Metallic Monochrome dragon, with eyes that seemed to reflect the fire that burned within him.
The second attempt I saw his face, then I launched-not floated- out of my body. I traveled towards what looked like an orb, but as I flew closer, I saw the outlines of people and as I flew through them, I experienced sharp changes in emotion. One made tears flow from my eyes, even though I myself was not scared or hurt. Afterwards, I arrived. What I originally thought was just an orb, was actually a portal, but the energy around it seemed dark. I tried to go through it, but something held me back, and then I came to. My third eye felt as if someone violently forced it open, and any attempt to meditate since, all I see are 2 burning eyes. I'm really confused over all of this. Help? Any ideas? Please?