I am 17 years old. I will be 18 in 2 months. I never said anything about this to no one and I lived on like it never happened. But actually I experienced paranormal even when I was a kid. I saw this site and have read stories of others and I felt like you could help. I have many questions about both paranormal and Psychic powers.
Well the first experience I could remember was when I was 3 years old. I could sense someone touching me or I would feel I am being watched, I could see human shaped shadows move. I was afraid of the dark and I would often cry and go to my parents bed. It has continued to happen every night. They seemed harmless but I remember one pushing me down the stairs. I hit my head seriously and became devoid of most emotions.
Later when I was 14 years old I began to see a girl, whose aura was faint white. Afterwards Sometimes I would hear her voice calling my name. But I couldn't hear it clearly, like a whisper at the edge of hearing. But the experience was always in a split second so I couldn't talk to her. When I have trouble sleeping she holds my hand or caresses my hair. I remember her from somewhere and I somehow remember that she was important to me. Yesterday was the first time I clearly heard her and directly inside my mind and I see dreams which contents I often don't remember, but I feel they were related to her.İs it possible that they come from a past life?
Well, I did not have many troubles in the past but I do now. Over the years frequency rose slowly. But now I can hear whispers, images of people and especially in the dark. I can feel people's hostile or negative thoughts about me or each other. 2 week ago I did not want my cousin to take my picture, but when he did anyway his phone shutdown so he couldn't take it and I once or twice a month can catch glimpses of my near future in some kind of half-dream state but I am actually awake. This day I could sense my aunts pregnancy. But it kind of happens naturally. I want to have control over my powers and improve myself. I have no idea how. Could you help me?
Some days ago when I closed my eyes I saw something I don't even remember how did it looked like because of the fear I felt. But It did not resemble a human in anyway. It was terrifying beyond words.It's aura chilled me to my bones and I was paralyzed. But because of fear I could move. I jumped out of my bed and turned the lights on. Afterward whenever I sleep in my room see nightmares. What was it? Do you have any idea?
The last thing is when I go to places of worship I feel immensely powerful energies which I think belongs to a being or beings which are much much more powerful than any normal paranormal beings. I don't know what they are, but they cause me serious headaches, my hands and legs begins to shiver, my head spins and I feel like throwing up. How can I be able to stop it or control it?