I normally get premonitions from time to time. I've never been wrong before. I can't control when they happen or when but they have never been wrong.
About two months ago, I saw a flash of another woman by my husbands head. Turns out he met another woman and then tells me that he is leaving. I get this strong feeling that he won't leave me and then he does. I don't get it at all. Worse a couple weeks later I get a feeling that I need to run with the kids, only to find out that he was trying at the school to get the documents needed to enroll the children in another school. I was able to prevent this by going to a lawyer. However since then I have been swamped with bad feelings and fear almost constantly.
Nothing that tells me much but I can't sense my center if you know what I mean and feel as if I'm running blind. I know I have experienced a great trauma and am wondering if this is what is throwing me off. At the same time I still don't understand why I felt he wouldn't leave and then he did. Even more interesting is that the rest of my premonitions have been correct around that time. Plus I'm getting nothing at all now other than fear and bad feelings like everything is going to go wrong. I know I'm scared that I will lose the custody battle that is coming.
I'm just wondering what can I do to reconnect inside and to figure out why I was wrong about him leaving and also if these constant bad feelings are because everything is going to go wrong. Any info would be appreciated.