My name is Isabel. I am 16. Since I was much younger, I've had little flashes of the future. Most people have these while dreaming, but has anyone had these occurrences awake? Not to make it a laughing matter, but it sort of reminds me of That's So Raven. I literally could be in a room full of people and bam I'm in a conversation that will happen 2 weeks from now. The longest vision lasted about 5 seconds. I'm worried, because it's happening less and less, and... I want to be able to see more. And why? Why do we see the future? What purpose do we hold?
I'm also too scared to sleep at night because of my horrific dreams. Ever since I was little, I've only had every nightmares. Ever. It wasn't until I was 10 that I started having dreams sometimes. Every night before that was a nightmare, can you imagine! I don't know how I got through that.
To do with visions of spirits? Or real people? Here are my stories.
When I was little I used to tell my mom I saw a boy and his father in the television when it was off. So did my little sister. I remember two of these visions clearly. They seemed really content and happy, and were walking down a pavement together, holding hands. It even happened when I was facing away from the television once, just like my future visions I zapped into it.
When I was 13, I woke up and everything was so real. But I couldn't scream. There was an african american lady in old fashioned clothes on my bed, staring at me with coal black eyes and I could feel her COMPLETE HATE I mean I've never felt such ANGER and RESENTMENT before and I was so scared, then she crawled under my bed and I could feel her beneath me. It was so scary. Anyways, I've never seen this women, could she be someone who hated me from a past life? I really want to apologize for whatever I did to her, because I do not know what that was. Do you think she could hurt me? I'm scared of her.
A few weeks ago I heard someone walking outside my door in the night, footsteps, and I know it was not my mother or sister because I asked them, and then the next day when I woke up there was a rode outside my door, Perfectly cut from the vase in our living room. Creepy much? What does that mean? I hope it's a safe sign of someone watching over me and not a warning...
And now voices.
Now before I go to sleep sometimes, I hear voices. They're pretty loud and too real to be my imagination. It'll shock me so much I'll wake up, but I'll catch a couple words or something.
My main concern is going along with these visions, dreams, and voices? Could it lead me to a dark place? I have severe anxiety issues, and I am really worried that if I keep letting the voices go on, I'll get sucked into a scary vision.
Also when I'm in my house alone I'm constantly afraid, so afraid someone's going to hurt me. I;m so afraid of possession and things like that too. What do I do? Please help.
I'd be very grateful to anyone who shared their similar story, and even more for help.!