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Blackshadow Man Taking Over My Life


I am not sure where to even begin. There are way to many experiences for me to even know where to begin. Every since I was a little girl, I've always known there was some sort of anomaly that followed me, I named him Tom. I suppose he is my spirit guide but I don't know how to reach him now that the dark shadow man has gotten in the way. I can't even sleep anymore. He has projected himself on my wall. He just stood there standing. I put away all my dream catchers, my tarot cards. Everything that would draw negative energy and he still manages to make his presence known. He especially hates males to the point that's where he makes himself physically manifest. I am terrified to the point I don't even want to sleep with the light off. I get these sensations I am being pressed down upon, I can't breath and I wake up after passing out in a state of pure terror. I stay up late at night's because I can't sleep. I need help. I don't know what to do. This is just one of many, many encounters. It is also the most severe and the most unexplainable. He won't leave my side. I don't even know who I am anymore. I feel like he is part of me. I go through long periods of time of depression and not feeling well. It is like I am not even me anymore. I feel like my life is being taken over. I have a captured picture of this dark figures arm. I don't know what to do about it. I am afraid. When I do go to sleep. I have night terrors. He really doesn't like men I am involved with and I am convinced he makes them go pyhsco in order to make them stay away from me. I would go more into detail but I need help as soon as possible!

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laura-li (1 stories) (112 posts)
11 years ago (2013-01-26)
You need to get help quickly, I know how you feel, practically the exact same thing happened to me. I'm the person that jsoaps2 helped. They are gone now and I feel much better:)
jsoaps2 (6 stories) (131 posts)
11 years ago (2013-01-25)
I recently helped get rid of a demon for somebody. Would you like me to help?
brokenrobotdreams (1 stories) (2 posts)
11 years ago (2013-01-25)
I call on for help and I don't get any. Maybe I am not trying hard enough. Just last night I had a relapse episode, everything had felt good/normal for a bit but the other night thing's got really weird and overwhelming again. I cried myself to sleep.
Godlywork (7 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-26)
Don't be scared. God has a hand on you. I only know because I went through the same thing. God will make you weak. He is trying to show you the way. You must be close to God already to have this problem. The answer to running the bad ones off is the Bible. Make your house a Holy place. Bad spirits can't stand up against God. He made me and my husband really weak and tired to prove his point. That is when things got ugly. I had a dream of a bad spirit that didn't end when I woke up. I have never been so scared in my live. When you bring more God into your house things will get bad because you will make them angry. Stand your ground with God and nothing can touch you. I have more stories. My only defense was God and the Bible. Things would have not changed for me if I didn't have my bible.
brokenrobotdreams (1 stories) (2 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-26)
I don't want to live in fear anymore. I've been so weak and tired/drained to do anything. I feel like it is taking over my life. I don't even recognize myself anymore. I think it is time to get professional help from like a physcic or something? My aura and energy is just demolishing. I have no energy left.
PatrixieKuchiki (guest)
11 years ago (2012-12-17)
I have to agree with the previous posters on this matter. Whatever methodology you decide to use, I hope you'll be able to use it comfortably and EFFICIENTLY.
Since our other expert users here had already advised you on how to banish that "Tom",all I could do is just leave a few words.😊
First of all, I would like to tell you that THAT SPIRIT IS NOT your spirit guide. Spirit guides aren't like THAT:controlling and all. They are just there to guide us but not actually INTERFERE with our lives, you see. They remind us about things but yet in the end, WE are still the ones who hold the pen of our lives.
Secondly,I think that is some lower entity that had decided to attach himself into your life. All throughout a psychic's lifetime it is inevitable for him/her to really attract other spirits since they are the ones who are more attuned.Yet,if these lower spirits tend to cause trouble, we should cut whatever connection there is and let it GO.
Third,as one poster here said, never let fear win. Fear is the food especially for evil entities:they prey on it, they feast on it, for it makes the human soul weak.It's not about not feeling fear, my dear:it's about not letting fear take over you during confrontations.
Aside from doing the methodologies, I also suggest asking AA Michael for guidance or other entities of protection? They could also help a lot in what you're going through right now.
Me and my spirit guides will be praying for you!*salutes like a child*xD
😆 ❤
peacewise (4 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-14)
For the record the malevolent entity that tortured me for 4 1/2 years was living inside my body with me, so trust me when I tell you I know the experience and the manner in which to resolve it. Don't be afraid, take courage and command it to leave in Jesus name. You have a right to your energy field and a right to regulate that which is allowed and that which is forbidden.
peacewise (4 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-14)

Here is what you say if it bothers you again:

"In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, I command you to be gone! I forbid your presence here. I claim the protection of the blood of Jesus upon me. Go where Jesus sends you!"

This is simple, and I strongly suspect it will work for you. Give it a try.
calvinvalerian (guest)
11 years ago (2012-12-14)
[at] brokenrobotdreams So you really want to get away from this jinn with the appearance of a man right? You see him as shadow only if you can't see him clearly. If you can see him clearly, you will see him how a man from human world supposed to be. Have colors and figure.

Since you were so disturbed by this jinn, just follow my guidance. I'm not being cocky but I'm an expert in this area. I've done experiments which the entire information comes from the only source, the 6th sense.

Actually to get away from non-religious jinn is easy. But since not every human gifted with the sight to see god's light so you won't know which aura color will burn them.

Aura has 9 Colors. 7 of them are primary colors. While the other 2 are the god's light color which are bright golden and bright white aura.

Since most human can't see these 2 invisible dazzling bright lights, it's best for you to just follow my simple instruction.

Say for as many as you possibly can:
- Hallelujah (for dazzling bright golden aura | Christian)
- La ilaha illa Allah (for dazzling bright white aura | Islam)

Those 2 holy words are the best and always available when you need it. Why they are the best? Because the amount of light intensity the host emit is more denser than just plainly saying God or Jesus or holy spirit. And do you know what's the most unbelievable thing is? Object in a physical form can't make jinn run away from you instead they will repeat again the crime they did to you. So talisman or Jesus cross can't make negative jinn to go away.

And another unbelievable fact is that you only need your tongue and intention to burn any non-religious jinn near you by just saying holy words. What burns non-religious jinn is the light that shines from the face of human or jinn when they say holy words. Like what I've described, god's light is dazzling bright and fiery hot.

Both are wonderful words and aura color. God's light will protect those human who remembers God. And those who doesn't, don't even have the slightest light of god on their aura.

These 2 fiery hot aura will burn any jinn near you but no effect to the jinn with religious status. Why? Because they also protected by god's light.

If you are capable to see penetrate angel realm which is located exactly where human and jinn realm is, you will see human and jinn who are faith in God have angelic quality within them.

They have angel halo above their head with the basic color of white but turns to yellow when they say hallelujah. A pair of constant white angel wings with various sizes that determines their religious status. Their face as bright as the dazzling bright white sun in midday (if you can see it too). They smell fragrance even without using deodorant (if you can smell it too).

If you have a complete 6th sense, you will be able to perceive all the details I've written.

Every human and jinn who are religious are winged beings and are angel candidate when they die. But most of you just don't know that. If you fight against another religion, that means you are battling against an angel candidate while you too are an angel candidate.

Me myself is liberal in terms of religion. I follow what works. While hallelujah and la ilaha illa Allah works great for me, I'm engaged in Christian and Islam. They both shine beautiful lights/auras. I haven't got into Buddhism and Hinduism. These are merely small piece of information I can inform to you. Since you really not comfortable with jinn, I'll leave behind essentials information about jinn for later. Just tell me the next time you're ready to know all these stuffs. You can find my email at my profile.

Let me just give you a brief introduction, Jinn is also a living being similar like human so they are not dead but they are just invisible life form and live side by side with human. While deceased souls (jinn or human) are being taken back by angels when they die. But you just don't know it. Most of us thought angels and jinns (what you usually call ghost but they aren't dead) are fairytale. They aren't fairytale they exist, alive, but just invisible to normal human sight.

If you are simply a normal human, then occult will remain occult to you. But if God give you the gift to see angel and jinn, you will say they are reality and you can't deny it.
Brandon6996 (1 stories) (27 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-13)
I can help you with some of this. First off, you have to learn to stay calm when it is around. It seems this is a dark being and it feeds on negative energy. Every time you get scared or depressed, hes going to come along and make it worse for you. He stays because he knows he can live off of your energy. You should learn to resist fear and control the emotion you get when he comes around. If you feel you can contact your spirit guide, ask him/her for protection, do some meditating to build up your psi shield. He cannot affect you if you will not allow him.:)
Anaelyssa (1 stories) (135 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-13)
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

Let me summarize the LBRP: you cross yourself, you trace a protective circle with pentagrams around you, you summon the four archangels, you cross yourself again.

This has enough connections with Christianity that fanatic atheists (the unreasonable kind) would likely refuse to do it. It also has enough connections with the occult (oooh, scary pentagram...) that fanatic Christians would also refuse to do it.

I personally for myself would refrain from saying the Hail Mary because I do not wish to buy into that paradigm or come in contact with those energies.

I don't know why I mentioned the LBRP specifically, possibly because it was the first thing I think of when I think of banishing unwanted energy. My usual advice in such cases is: use whatever method you feel most comfortable with. Call on Jehovah, the Archangels, Horus, Allah, Satan, or whoever it is you feel will protect you best (but for God's sake, don't call on all of them at once unless you believe in ALL of them equally and are certain they won't interfere with each other).

Love is the law, love under will.
UnknownAbilities (4 stories) (29 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-13)
Sorry for my mistake. But The hail Mary compared to your banishing ritual makes it seem less of a ritual. I'm just saying for the person to start out small and see what happens. Although simple prayer can achieve a lot of things and I am a witness to that. Some people are unfamiliar with your type of rituals and are unsure and uneducated and would rather not use them, like myself
Anaelyssa (1 stories) (135 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-12)
"Also I use to say the hail Mary and ask for help from the saints even though I'm not really religious."
"Mine was just as bad as yours and I needed no ritual."

Implying that saying the hail Mary is not a ritual.
UnknownAbilities (4 stories) (29 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-12)
One thing I learned through my bad experiences is that fear makes it a lot worse. Also wear something religious. I wear a rosary. Before you go to bed imagine a warm light growing from your heart or head consuming your whole body and then your room. Also I use to say the hail Mary and ask for help from the saints even though I'm not really religious. While saying my prayer I would get mentally attacked with scary thoughts and images. Mine was just as bad as yours and I needed no ritual. Try it out, it couldn't hurt. I am now problem free by the way.
Anaelyssa (1 stories) (135 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-12)
I would recommend doing the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram. The basic ritual is the same anywhere you look for it, but the instructions can vary in detail. Here are a couple versions:

You'll notice that the Wicca site doesn't say anything about the origins of the ritual.

I agree with cyopathic about trying to understand the entity. You could try to enter into conversation with it or contact it in some way. Here are a couple of options: meet him in dreams, meet him while astral projecting, get a medium friend to talk to him (or a pro, if you can trust them), ask your Tarot cards. Of course this depends on the means available to you. The only deck I personally could trust with this would be the Thoth deck (but only because I'm really biased). If your deck creeps you out more than Tom or if you see it as anything other than a holy instrument, then I suggest not using it.
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-12)
Hello Broken,

Seems like you found yourself in some trouble, but not to worry. The best thing to do is understand the entity as a person and not label it in fear. If you work through it then you won't have to try and avoid it.

Peacewise has given some good advice about asking a higher power to remove the entity. But it might be a better idea to try and understand why Tom is obsessed with being around you. I hope you can keep us updated.
peacewise (4 posts)
11 years ago (2012-12-11)

I may be able to help you. First of all, you're not alone. I've experienced something which has some similarities with what you're experiencing. It was a result of coming in to contact with a book called a course in miracles. Steer clear of that book. I went from functioning at a very high level to the lowest of lows, being dragged down, down, down. I experienced an unbelievable level of fear. I had no clue what was happening or why. This was when I was 21-22. I'm 26 now, and it wasn't until July of this year that I learned a malevolent entity was in my body with me. I learned this from a woman who does distance energy healing; she dismissed it from my energy field and repaired the damage, but I could tell immediately following the session that it was not with me anymore. I confirmed the sense that it had to a great degree been controlling my mind---I was aware of this the entire time but I had no way to understand, explain, or verify it.
Get in contact with an energy healer (even a distant energy healer) and see if they can help you out. The one who helped me has a website:, although I'm not sure if she is still doing readings since being diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer in August.

A couple other suggestions: Pray to God and ask Him/Her to help you resolve this. For the longest time I asked for help dealing with it, and finally one day I asked God to help me resolve it once and for all. I found this energy healer "randomly" within a week. The other thing you could do is ask Jesus for help. I'm not affiliated with any given religious organization and I found this to be helpful. I also had a friend who began seeing apparitions in her home (she was 19) and she called to talk to me while it was happening. After it was over I suggested she do the same thing (ask Jesus for help) and she told me it helped her immensely. I know demons hate it when you do that.

They are afraid of him.

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