Over the last few months I'v been noticing some strange occurences.
Some days I feel quite depressed and lonely. Other days I feel good and full of life. I have smoked weed for a long time now, and the last 3 times I have gotten high by myself, I have heard evil voices mixed with the voices of my friends. This paranoia has gotten bad and strange thoughts enter my head like 'my friends are conspiring against me to kick me out the house'. I wake up the next day and can see how crazy these thoughts are.
However, last night I was high and could first hear the voices of my friends conspiring, then a strange high pitched laugh, next I heard a deep evil voice, I chose not to listen but could make out horrible words at the time. I have forgot them now. During this I feel really cold, and shiver.
I have also had weird dreams lately, one involving a demon women trying to seduce me into her bed, I spent the rest of the dream running away from her. I am not one to remember my dreams, but this one is very vivid.
My sleeping pattern has also changed recently, I spend half the day sleeping and won't work up until 1pm-2pm. I'v always liked my sleep, but never slept this much. I'm finding it very hard to drag myself out of bed in the mornings for lectures.
I have also experienced enjoyable moments. Where I feel my body warmly vibrating within and my eyes are wide and I can really appreciate my environment. Once a white orb appeared on my ceiling and then shot away. This good feeling will carry into the next day, and I just want to take in everything and am aware of its presence. My mind is laid to rest, and I have no worries, thoughts are just thoughts and I am aware of that.
I'm pretty sure I don't have a mental illness, and I have cut down on smoking weed. Slightly concerned about the evil voice, and I do hope it won't return. I don't believe that weed has caused these voices, I see it more as a way to open a door in my mind.
If anyone has had any similar experiences please write:)