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From A Sensitive Teenager

 

I've only recently come to terms with my abilities as a sensitive, but I still sometimes have trouble with coping with some of these abilities, especially since I am only 16. I've had my abilities ever since I can remember, and it has been both a blessing and a curse. Since my recent coming to terms of my abilities, I've recently began discovering new ones or improving the ones I already knew I had, but I was too nervous and scared to use them. My experiences sometimes are simple, such as meeting a lost soul. But they have also been quite scary, as I have met two spirits who seem malicious in intent or nature. I've also channeled a spirit guide once, and the occurrence left me shaken for days.

The first occurrence of meeting a spirit was when I was about 5. My parents had just divorced around that time, and my mother and our family had just moved into a three bedroom trailer. My mother never seemed to notice there was a strange presence in the house, I noticed it, but thought nothing of it. It didn't seem harmful, at the time anyway.

It wasn't until almost a year after moving, did one of my brothers start complaining about not being able to sleep in his room. My mother at first, thought nothing of it. But as the days past, my brother kept complaining about not being able to sleep. So my mom decided to see what was wrong, and slept in the room that night.

During that night, I walked past the doorway to my brothers room, where my mother was sleeping. My mother was tossing and turning in her sleep, muttering. I couldn't make out what she said, and at first, I thought she was just having a bad dream. But she continued to toss and turn, muttering away. I was only about 6 at the time, so not knowing what was going on, I let her be. Even though something told me there was something wrong. The next morning my mom told the whole family about her dream, and the man that was in it. "The Man" as she refereed to him, was a white man, bald, who wore a black hooded jacket. He had been in my brother's room, over my mom as she lay in the bed, choking her to death. My mom, after that night, swore to never sleep in that room ever again. That is how lucid that "dream" was.

My oldest brother, thinking there was more to the man than him being a part of a dream, decided to also sleep in the room. He too, experienced the man in his dream. And this time, it was at his work. The man chased my brother through his work, with a knife in his hand. My brother was caught, and stabbed multiple times, before finally waking up. This figure seemed to like haunting the dreams of my family, like Freddie Kruger.

After that, the figure never entered their dreams again. But he watched in my brothers room. I could feel his eyes watching me. I could even tell where he stood. He stood in a space between the wall and my brothers dresser where he would stare at you if you stood just outside the door. The Man soon got braver, and started venturing into the hallway and kitchen, where he just stood and watched. I once got the courage to put my arm in the room, and I watched the hairs on my arm stand up on end and I immediately took my leave.

I would notice him each day, and it eventually scared me to the point where I would run to get to my room. I never liked standing near my brothers bedroom or in the hallway. And eventually, sensing this man was no longer a burden, since we moved when I was about 11.

When we moved, I felt relieved. I would no longer feel the lingering eyes of "The Man" again. But it wasn't until I was 12 when I realize who this man was and how he came to be. I realized we lived only blocks from a Jail and Rehab center, and so I assessed later that "The Man" may have been a convict, and quite possibly a murderer. He may have become attached to the trailer, and may have also lived there at some point. I never learned his name or anything about him, because he frightened me that much. Most of the time, I tried to avoid him. So when we moved, I felt happy that I would no longer have to avoid any part of our new home.

Our new home had just been built, so I felt quite certain that nothing was going to be there. I was wrong. But this time, the spirits that visited weren't bad, they seemed to be searching for someone to help them, But eventually left in due time. It was because I was still young, and I myself didn't know how to communicate with spirits. But 8 months ago, something entered my room, without my permission. That night, I was finding it hard to sleep. I was just lying in bed, when all the sudden, an immense pressure filled my room. This pressure was very different from the others I had felt before, it was heavy, and somewhat suffocating. I decided to close my eyes, using a "third eye" ability. I could make out the form of the spirit, and its aura. It was about 5,10" to 6 ft. Tall, and its aura was black, and it stood at the entrance of my room, with its head turned in my direction. The moment I sensed its black aura, I grabbed the cross on my window sill, and yelled at it, screaming "GET OUT! YOU ARE NOT WELCOME IN HERE! GET OUT OF MY ROOM, GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE! GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT! IN THE NAME OF GOD GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!"

I realized that the pressure had left, and I scoured my entire house, making sure it left. It did, and hasn't returned. I don't think it was a demon, but its aura told me it had bad intentions or was bad in nature, so I naturally, told it to leave. I've blessed my room as to make sure nothing bad enters again. But it still leaves me shaking when I think about it from time to time.

But that's not the only thing that has left me shaking. It was when Jessica Ridgeway had disappeared, and I had overheard on the radio about the police finding her backpack. I am a maternal person, so I felt worried for the girl.

This was the first time I ever used "Clairvoyance". I decided I wanted to know if Jessica was alright, but what I learned that day still makes me cry.

I had just opened up to my abilities, and I was experimenting to see what ones I may have. I cleared my mind and cleared the other energies around me, and started just started asking questions, such as "is she still in Colorado?" and amazingly, after a few moments of waiting, I got an answer; "Yes". I began asking more questions.

"Is she okay?" "No"

"Where is she? Is she near...?" (I began naming off city after city in Colorado.)

I finally came to Arvada. "Yes"

I decided to ask a difficult question. "Is she alive?"

Tears began to welt up in my eyes... I knew the answer... And I didn't like it. "Yes"

I didn't like the answer I received. No one likes hearing about someone dying. I didn't want to ask more. It scared me. But my curiosity got the best of me. I asked about how she died; Strangled, stabbed, shot, you name it. I asked it, only getting "no". I then asked if she was dismembered and it haunts me to feel what I did. "Yes". I stopped asking questions after that. It scared me so much I shook for days. Hoping what I felt wasn't true. Almost a week or two later, a news report appeared. They had found a dismembered arm in a park in Arvada, and it was later verified as Jessica's. I am still scared of that experience, and I've stopped using clairvoyance. Until I can heal mentally and emotionally from it. I still shake thinking about that experience. I never brought it to police or told my own family, because it was the first time I used clairvoyance. So I wasn't sure it was true or not. But when I heard the news. I knew it was true. This is how I learned about "spirit guides".

All these events still haunt me, and I've wished I could vent all this, but people at my school would probably just laugh or reject me. So I am hoping maybe someone on here can understand where I'm coming from and maybe help me cope or understand what I am experiencing.

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KitKatGurl (2 stories) (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-04-08)
Its actually really tough to control abilities for me, surprisingly. I don't think the clairvoyance was permanent, because I haven't opened my third eye officially yet. So I think it was just a "in the moment thing". Because I haven't been able to see anything the way I did since.
star325 (2 stories) (15 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-04-07)
that is a tough thing to deal with but judging by your ability to shoo away evils I can tell your abilities are strong enough for you to be able to control them and cope with the answers you receive do not run from your abilities grow with them
KitKatGurl (2 stories) (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-04-03)
It wasn't a waste of time, and if it was a april fools trick, it was funny! XD I'm sorry, but a good laugh can make you live longer ^^. Anyway, your comments aren't a waste of time, I find them rather helpful. SO THANKS! Feel free to comment or message me anytime!
kittykat6 (4 stories) (45 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-04-02)
I think all the autocorrect is a trick from the site for April Fools Day. I noticed it earlier and it's been everywhere else. Lol. Anyways, you seem like you've been really powerful even from a young age. I was going to say some other stuff but I just completely forgot it. I think I need to go to sleep. I swear I'm normally better than this.

I think I just wanted to show my support and say something about how wanting to vent to this site is completely normal. I don't know. If I remember tomorrow I'll leave a comment. Sorry if I wasted your time. Haha.
KitKatGurl (2 stories) (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-04-02)
Maybe the site isn't safe, it could have been hacked... It wouldn't surprise me if a couple of hackers are sitting at their computers right now laughing.
shellshell3030 (3 stories) (40 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-04-01)
now its purple pants! I'm laughing so hard I can't breathe! I don't know what's happening. No matter what I type it comes up as something else. Is this happening everywhere on this site?
shellshell3030 (3 stories) (40 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-04-01)
that is so funny, the word dad changed to clown in my post too. What is up with that?
KitKatGurl (2 stories) (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-04-01)
what is wrong with comment? What is with the auto-correct on this site?
KitKatGurl (2 stories) (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-04-01)
reread previous Clown is supposed to be dad, sorry! XD I hate auto correct!
KitKatGurl (2 stories) (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-03-30)
Shellshell3030, It's very well true that your father may not have past over, and is contacting you because he may have unfinished bushiness with you, perhaps you should try and see if he is still with you or near you. See what he may be trying to convey to you, then help him find the light.
shellshell3030 (3 stories) (40 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-03-30)
My father has visited me in dreams a few times. The last time, he was just talking, nothing meaningful, just shootin' the breeze. But in the dream, I knew that he was dead, but he was acting like he didn't. I said to him, 'Dad, you're not supposed to be here. You don't belong here." He responded with an air of 'what do you mean?' So I had to say it again. That was a couple years ago, he hasn't visited me since. I have another interesting story I may post here from when my father had just passed, and he spoke to me, it was just his voice inside my head.
KitKatGurl (2 stories) (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-03-29)
Shellshell3030, thanks for the kind words.
It is very rare to see family members, but you may find family members of friends or acquaintances, and it can be frustrating to see people you don't recognize or haven't seen before. But often, those spirits you meet are probably trapped, or haven't found the light. They are looking for help from you, since they know you are a friend of one of their own living relatives. Have you ever tried to help a spirit pass on? It may be a good idea to document the spirit on a EVP a few times, then see if you can find someone who can help the spirit come to terms with their death and help them pass on. The father of your friend might have past away unexpectedly, such as in a accident. Most spirits will linger even after death cause they may not realize they are dead, or don't want to accept death. Maybe you can use your own abilities to see how he died, then try and find a way to help him.
shellshell3030 (3 stories) (40 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-03-28)
You have had to deal with a lot from a very young age, you are very strong. I was glad to hear that you knew you could order an unwanted spiret-visitor away like that, so many people, even adults, do not know that, or trust their own power/will. And you were still so young, too. Good job, on that! I do not usually percieve spirits in a physical way, more like my minds' eye and ear, lol. But I have been able to validate what I saw enough times that I know I am truly 'seeing' it. I do not encounter my own people (like my father or my grandmother), but other peoples'! It's frustating sometimes because I am sometimes not comfortable in many cases speaking to the friend, for instance, whose father I just saw. I wonder how common that is, not seeeing your own relatives, but other people's? Often, I never met them when alive, people who passed before I even met the friend? I may not be explaining this right.
KitKatGurl (2 stories) (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2013-03-28)
Sorry re-edit! XD "Yes" after "And I didn't like it" is supposed to be "No"! SORRY

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