My mom's boyfriend suggested that I try mediation to see if I could see any of my past lives. So the next day when no one was around I closed my eyes and followed the instructions he gave me. He told me to think of nothing and just relax and breathe deep.
It felt like forever, when I had my eyes closed. But, slowly I started to drift somewhere. I wasn't asleep I know that's for sure. It was so real it felt like I was there with them. I saw a group of women crouching down near a forest path while I was standing on the path. They were all dressed in pilgrim clothes. There was a man with a gun he was also dressed in the same old-fashioned clothing. I knew we had to be very quite but I wasn't sure why. There was a woman in the group that I recognized from somewhere she seemed very familiar. I felt the fear of everyone and the tension was really heavy. I got really scared and opened my eyes to my room again.
I tried again the following day, but what I saw was way different from when I first tried meditation. I was with my mom in a bank. She was calling to me but I was faced toward the bank counter. There was no one at the counter it was kind of eerie. My mom called my name again but this time she sounded desperate. I tried to face towards her but I felt this strange sense of fear of turning around. I didn't want to see what was over near my mom. My head turned slowly and then there was a bright light and I couldn't see anything but light. Then I opened my eyes and I was back in my room. I have no idea what this could mean.