My fiance of 2 years was killed 2 weeks ago. We had known one another since 7th grade. We really didn't like each other then but fell head over heels in love with each in our adult lives. We spent everyday together. However, I always had dreams about him being in a casket. I also had a day dream about a cousin of mine that was killed, as well. This encounter occured the same day that I had the daydream. I didn't and still do not know why I saw this before it happened.
Well, since his passing, I have been noticing signs around me. The first sign that I noticed, came after I entered our home from his funeral. There was a picture of him and I on the floor. The picture was not there when I left out for the funeral and I had no idea of how it had gotten there. I just thought that he wanted me to know that he was still here. Then, one night I was cooking dinner and noticed that the fire began blowing to one side. I have a gas stove. This has never happened to me. There was no kind of wind blowing in my home at all, nothing out of my vents and my windows were closed. Finally, last night I was sitting in our bedroom looking at pictures of him and I. I noticed a shadow cross my light, my light is located on the ceiling.
I talk to him all of the time, sometimes as if he is still here. This was a love that I thought would never go away. My friends and family think that I am crazy so I don't want to talk to them about this anymore. They either laugh or become very quiet.
So can someone please give me some feedback. I feel so alone and I know what I'm observing is real.