I'm Sarah and this is my first story so please bear with me and I am going to try to keep this as short as I can.
Ever since I was younger I have always been intrigued by the thought of faeries, magic and other like subjects. I always loved being outside with nature where I would pretend I was chasing around faeries and talking with tree spirits. I would even talk aloud as if I was talking to them and pretending that they would talk back. As I got older I still believed in all those things but it wasn't like when I was younger, but just recently I've started to get back in touch with those feelings and beliefs again. I've started meditating and researching about spirit guides, astral projection and chakras. I have also been trying to contact my spirit guides but I have had little success.
I have also recently become obsessed (not sure if that's the word I want...) with envisioning myself with having pure white hair and glowing cerulean eyes and the elemental powers. I've also recently become again obsessed with the names Layelle, Cloud and Sora (which is Japanese for sky). I feel like Layelle is suppose to be my real name but I'm not sure.
So the whole point of this is, does anyone have any advice for my in contacting my spirit guides and is anyone else experiencing this? I really feel like I am meant to do something more, and yeah I know that everyone does experience these feelings but mine are so strong that sometimes it hurts. Feel free to also email me, my address is on my profile.
Thanks for reading!