I am 17 years old and recently have felt as if I'm almost being pulled or called towards magic and psychic. Uh stuff I guess? I'm not sure what the word would be. I'm not sure what any of your beliefs are. But when I was 9 years old I started checking out books at the library on Wicca, and felt like it was what I needed to be doing. Well, as I was growing up and developing life distracted me from that and I didn't indulge in it very far or learn anything of significance at that point.
Anyhoo. I can remember dreams I'd have as a kid that would end up coming true. More often than not, actually. The dreams still stick with me because they were always the most significant and most vivid. I have memories of dreams I had at age 2! I grew up with my mother always talking of being psychic, but she was always doubting it. My grandmother was native american and she talked of it too. But I never knew what they were talking about as a kid, this whole "psychic" thing. Now that I'm older, there are always things happening that lead me to believe that I'm psychic. But at the same time it's hard to really believe. That's why I'm writing this! To maybe get some insight from you guys.
I have no idea if this means anything. But this thing happens to me on a daily basis with people. I will be walking next to a person and hear them mumble... And i'll only be able to make out maybe 1 or 2 words. And then i'll just know what they were talking about in my head. But I'll ask them "what did you say?" they ALWAYS reply "What? I didn't say anything" and when I say the 1 or 2 words, or what I thought they were talking about. They'll get this surprised look on their face and say "What the hell?! I was just thinking about that?!?!" And it's always different people. So it cannot be coincidence. It's always been something that has confused me. I feel as though I can always know and feel what everyone around me is feeling. Emotionally or physically! Including animals... And sometimes even objects. That sounds kind of crazy... But I don't know. And my phone always dies really fast. And my light bulbs literally have to be replaced in my bedroom almost twice a month, sometimes more! And street lights go out when I go under them.
Just recently I went to a local holistic festival and 3 different people came up to me telling me I was a psychic and had strong vibrations and was surrounded by magic and all of this stuff. Stuff happens occasionally. I've had tons of paranormal encounters. Too many to get into detail. But I've seen and felt many spirits. I can walk by a house and just sense if there are entities in them.
If this stuff means that I have psychic. Energy? Then it is natural right?
If any of you think that this is real. How do I tune into it? I keep being told to "tune into it" but I don't know what that means. I want to have control over this and grow and learn so much.
Thanks for your time. I look forward to hearing from you.