I have noticed for awhile that I am growing stronger with my abilities. I have been doing tons of research and have made the decision to keep practicing and educate myself on becoming a spiritual healer. I am getting more comfortable with the fact that I am a special person and can change the world if I use my abilities right. But anyway, on to some recent experiences.
Some of the things that I have been noticing is that my empathy abilities are getting stronger. I was walking through Wal-mart about a month ago and was walking to the shampoo section to get soap for my boys when I had an intense feeling of nervousness and a little giddy. The only way to really describe it is the feeling that you get with you have a crush on someone and that person just walked by. It happened for a split second but during that moment, may attention was focused on the young male who was a Wal-mart employee. It happened so fast and it had me confused as to why I was feeling this way towards this person but as soon as I pushed it out of my mind, another employee was walking up and passed me and I saw her looking at this male employee. The expression on her way face as like a shy little girl with her head tilted forward to her chest and these words popped into my head out of no where, "Oh my gosh, there he is!". It took no time at all for me to realize that I was picking up on this woman's emotions to this guy. I felt really excited because this was something that helps me validate that this is real.
Another experience that had happen to me had nothing to do with my abilities but helped me realize that mediation is very helpful for me and that I can really connect with this "Higher Power". For a while now, my car has been broken, the engine shot, my computer is not working right (which is my life source for school, and other things that require money that I don't have, have been taking a crap, lol. But every time I meditate, I ask the Lord to help bless my family with a little extra money to help us get through this rough financial patch. Then, today, I was checking my account for my financial aid, because what ever is left over from my pell grant, comes back to me after classes, books and fees are paid. Low and behold, there is an extra $1,100 dollars in my account that was not there before. Funny enough, it is just the right amount that I needed to put a down payment on a car and to buy a new computer.
I guess meditating and continuing having a positive attitude towards that world and the people around me, really pays off.