I began realising that I'm really different from people during my last years at school.
All of a sudden, I became fascinated with the spiritual side of life; tarot cards, spirits, different souls. I've always been able to feel what others are feeling without even seeing them, for example one night I felt so down I began crying but everything in life was great... I thought it was just me being me, but then I went to speak with my mom and she was crying. Incidents such as this would occur over and over again with different emotions so it can't be a coincidence. I also began getting hunches about things, knowing what would be the best decisions to make in situations involving other people, but never me. These hunches got so strong that at one point I began knowing things and dreaming things before they would happen; I would dream of my dad and then he'd call in the middle of the night and wake me, I'd think of a situation and it would happen. I would have dreams about what the future held or me and warnings about bad situations coming my way.
Tarot cards had been my favorite. If I needed guidance, I would simply ask them and they would be really accurate, but then after a couple of years they went completely off and so did my hunches. I started getting really tired and my partner would tell me that I'd wake in my sleep and start talking to him, fully awake an I just cannot recall any of it.
Since my life got easier I got more rest and now the hunches are back again. I would again, think of something, for example that someone won't show up at work and they're not there when I come in, or thinking that my sister needs to go abroad and she came back one day and booked a spontaneous trip to Spain. Just little hunches like this.
When I try to ask for assistance from my guide I always receive it IF it's for myself. If it's for somebody else it won't work.
What I want from you is to really help me figure this out. I read some of your stories and I need to know what's happening; will it develop further if I keep at rest? And do any of you feel different? Old? Don't understand why people make things so complicated when they're so simple?