In the past year (2013),I began to notice I had powers. Well,I've noticed that I could control rain and wind, but before that, I can make rain fall (maybe psychically) when I'm sad or almost crying, and because of this, I remember about a week before the most powerful storm in the world (Internationally known as Haiyan but for us,Yolanda) was unleashed in my country (yes,I live in the Philippines) I was so angry and so sad about something (I forgot what it is) that I went to a room in my house and began to meditate and expressed my anger in motions as if I was summoning rain and wind. After that, things went on smoothly during the week. Then I heard and saw while I was watching the news that on the satellite image of my country's area of responsibility there was a big low pressure area or a storm forming outside it and for days, as the storm came nearer and inside the area it became slower and even stronger, the weatherman predicted that it would hit the country in a few days. When the storm hit my country, it Devastated many lives taking a lot them too.
During the next few months (It was the beginning of November when the storm hit) I struggled to control my newfound (or maybe newly given) gift and during that, I tried to figure out if my powers were some kind of psychic gift from God and also tried to make them stronger too.Fortunately,I didn't make another storm but I didn't use it that much so I kind of layed off on trying to do all of that.
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(Now I need help on what to do next because I started to use my powers again and this time I summoned a brief lightning thunderstorm for an hour and the lightning that was summoned almost hit my house. What else should I do to control my powers and at the same time strengthen them too?)