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Feeling Presences And Other Undeveloped Powers


For as long as I can remember, I've felt like I don't belong. Doesn't matter what or with whom, I always feel like I don't fit, that I'm supposed to be somewhere else.

For as long as I can remember, strange things have been happening to me.

It takes everything I have to be able to write this, in the hopes of finally being understood, rather than mocked. It's, by all means, my last hope.

I'm 20 years old, ever since I was little I have been able to see and/or feel things around me. It started with the sparkles, they're everywhere. Sort of what I recently found to be called Visual Snow, but it often comes in colors. Whenever it's dark I can see things, I feel things that aren't there, and rather often I feel observed.

Then it's the Flow, at least that's what I call it. It's like a constant stream of energy flowing from my right hand. If I focus I can feel it in colors different types of energy that I somewhat seem to be able to control. I feel intense hand pains whenever this flow is not released somehow. I don't fully understand the use of it, or if it has any use at all. But I feel that's there's so many things I could be doing, and I don't know how to explain it, but I feel limited and don't know why...

And the most important reason I decided to write this. The fact like I feel something's missing. It's there all the time. Like I should be a part of something bigger, but something blocks me from it. For example, I can feel presences around me all the time, but they always seem to dissapear when I look straight at them. I can only perceive them barely, sometimes, from the corner of my eye. And then they're gone. I try, but I've only been able to see this optical manifestations a few times in my life. But I feel them all around me. A pressing feeling all around me, all the time. I have this with me constantly, like I'm being kept from the truth. And it's so frustrating.

Things have happened to me before, but I've never been able to reproduce them again. My biggest feat was the transporting of an object (my cellphone) to my pocket. I knew it was hidden somewhere in my house. And I was at the supermarket. I know that I it wasn't in my pocket before, and I just thought of it. And there it was. I feel so stupid telling this. I've rewritten it 7 times already. I need answers, I need help. I feel like I'm not even explaining it properly. Like I shouldn't post this at all. But I'm desperate.

Today I felt like I was so close. I saw eyes staring at me from the darkness. Bright and orange. Plenty of them. I felt the wind rustling in unusual ways. I felt like I was so close. And then nothing. Maybe I'm just insane. Maybe none of this is real. But I need to know if there's an answer somewhere. I need to know.

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larrybirdman (1 posts)
9 years ago (2015-02-07)
You should try yoga. (I'm a yoga teacher by the way). Make sure that you have a teacher who emphasizes grounding, because I'm pretty sure that sensation you feel in your hand is kundalini energy--a very spiritual energy that can give you numerous benefits and help with your enlightenment, but you need to MAKE SURE that you ground it--otherwise it can be overwhelming and lead to mental health issues in few people--but don't worry--just do some yoga and exercise--and maybe even buy some orgonite. I think you are a very gifted individual and the yoga will help you control and develop your gifts.
-Kindest Regards,
Aggers (2 stories) (27 posts)
9 years ago (2014-10-26)
They will awake themselves when you're physically and emotionally ready, and when you're mature enough to handle it.
Asriel (1 stories) (2 posts)
9 years ago (2014-10-26)
All this new torrent of information is so amazing. But best of it all is the feeling that I'm not alone. I've been feeling like an outcast my whole life and the fact that there's others out there makes me feel at ease. I'm still working on how to awake my powers. Any advice?

Thank you so much to all of you.
lightworkerhealer (1 stories) (56 posts)
9 years ago (2014-10-25)
Asriel I think the colours you see in thin air are aura colours of archangels. Read books of doreen virue. I also see these colours especially green, indigo and white. White colour is of angels, green of archangel raphael and indigo or purple of archangel michael. Whenever you see these colours know that these heavenly beings are around you. And about the colours flowing from your hand. You might be a healer and might not know how to channel such energies. Try looking into reiki and other such healing modalities. 😊 ❤
Aggers (2 stories) (27 posts)
9 years ago (2014-10-24)
Oh it's not a problem at all!

My mission in life is to help people with things like this, as I'm an old soul!

Anyway, yes meditation will definitely help you separate your true self from your human self. It will also allow you to relax yourself, as I imagine you've been quite under stress having people poke fun at you for this?
Do the meditation for a while.

After you feel content with it, once you're nice and relaxed, just sit in your room and exercise your abilities. Imagine objects appearing next to you from downstairs... Maybe a light plastic toy, or a piece of jewelry. Start off little. See how far you can go with the objects, how heavy they can be until you can't transport them any longer.:)

That's all I have for you so far! Unfortunately, I'm not as lucky as you to have these abilities so I don't have too much to go on for you, but I WILL tell you that meditation helps so so much.

But make sure you do the correct type, you don't want to start seeing stuff that you don't want to be seeing until you're ready. I'd start off with mindfulness meditation.:)
Joni-luv (2 stories) (39 posts)
9 years ago (2014-10-24)
Hi so nice for you to post... First think of the time of year it is... It is when the veil is the thinnest between both worlds, when spirit comes through to most in many trillion probably different ways. It also can be a brilliant new beginning of whoo hoo moments, so rest at ease, don't be too mad, just wait.

And what you did was 'apportation' happened for my mom when I was younger, calling a complete solid object out of thin air into our home, that's a big gift, you may want to keep much of what you experience to yourself just because there is much to all this that is personally meant for each of us. Just do your research on the net 😊
Swordsoflight (6 stories) (90 posts)
9 years ago (2014-10-24)
I feel the same way! I'm not sure if i'm an indigo exactly, but the similarities match!
A starseed... Not much of a stretch. Astronomy was one of my interests when I was little.
Good to know there are others out there! Seems silly but even if there is the internet not many people are nearby.
Try meditating. It helps with the..."Flow" as you call it. 😁 I see static if that's anything like the energy you see. Well, its transparent but still. I can never fall asleep without a light on because of that.
May the stars shine on you,
Asriel (1 stories) (2 posts)
9 years ago (2014-10-23)
I cannot begin to thank you enough. I still don't fully understand what's going on, and much less do I know how to fully awake my powers. But for the first time ever, I had the undeniable feeling that I found a place. The description of Indigos matches almost too perfectly with me and what I'm experiencing. Yet I yearn to know how to use this, what exercises can I do? What can I do to awake this gift? Any suggestions? Further help? I need to go on this journey, but I don't know where to start...
Aggers (2 stories) (27 posts)
9 years ago (2014-10-23)
Honey if you're seeing it, it's real!
Noooo you're not insane.

I've no idea what visual snow is, but my theory is that you have the ability to see energy coming off of things. A lot of people describe static energy being seen when they see ghosts, and what are we? Just balls of energy. So I think that's what you're seeing.

Have you ever considered the fact that you might be an indigo? It's a long explanation so I'll leave it to you.

Ever since I began noticing that I don't fit in and feeling like this isn't my home, I'd just blame it on my O- blood, but then I felt that was wrong and through a lot of digging, I found out I was a starseed. I don't think that's what you are though. I think you're a fancy indigo with some amazing abilities.

Let me know what you think what's you've looked it up!

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