I have researched about indigo's and really relate about their traits and experiences. But still I have doubts about myself. Am I really an indigo or a star child because their traits looks the same and I have all of those traits. I am a loner because I think almost all people always thinks bad, immoral, stupid, negative and evil thoughts. Like my classmates they often bully someone that is weak. I am also highly intolerant about the common view about sex. Because in normal view of common people, sex is just for fun and can be done every time they want. But my view in sex is, sex is a gift from God for the married couples and not should be done if your not married in each other. They should not video their sex and post it in a p0rn site because it is disgusting making a sex video so they can get famous in exchange for their virginity. Then I don't like being around for so much people. I don't know what I don't like about them but I feel very heavy around other people even in my cousins. I don't understand the common people way of thinking. Sometimes when I see my friend feeling sad I sometimes feel guilt even tough it's not my fault. Then I'll try to cheer them and give a advice to them. Also sometimes I can see through a person's heart and emotions. I know what they fear or feel about something even they didn't tell me anything. Especially when I talk to them rarely. I also want to make the world to have peace happiness, peace, love to make this world better even I cannot do that. I often feel depressed with no particular reason and my ADHD always trigger in evening until I fall asleep. I hate horror and action films because someone always dies in the film and I hate that.
I also have some questions,
1. When I researched many people said that indigos are intelligent beings, but why I'm not intelligent? I always get low scores in our exam.
2. They said that indigos are multitalented. But I don't have any talents.
3.They said that indigos exhibit very powerful and high potential psychic abilities. But why I don't have any psychic abilities?
Thank you for all your help to me.