Recently, I've been questioning my abilities.
I do know that I am psychic and I've had my awakening a few months ago. Firstly, I do believe any form of telepathy. Whether one can communicate via animal, person, or spirit. So feel free to list any suggestions or any of your personal comments (thank you for your time!).
I have the power to communicate with spirits, but I'm not sure how it all works. I've tried going to my local library and digging in the web, but found no reliable source to give me the answers I needed. I can talk to spirits in my mind as if I were talking to a human being, except the fact that this is all going on in my mind. In my mind's eye, I can sense if a presence is there. But I actually doubt myself when talking to them.
I believe that spirits and demons are as real as a burrito. But am I actually talking to them or am I talking to myself? Each spirit I communicate to, has a specific type of voice or feeling. But what if it's just my own mind imitating a fictional character on the spot? Or is there actually a real voice popping into my head whenever I speak to them? My best friend is the same age as me, and she's Wiccan as well. Sometimes, we'd both say the same thing at the same time regarding what one spirit told us separately (via telepathy).
So sometimes, I know it is real. But other times, I question whether what I hear in my head is true. One time, I decided to take a break from Wicca because it was getting too rough for me. I tried to block out the voices and my spirit friends in my head, but couldn't.
I'm not sure how I can approach this situation. I've tried asking others for advice, but nobody has really given me something I can use. But overall, I'm just not sure if what I have is real.
I have a super busy household and I've tried meditating a lot of times. I can't focus on the pace of my breathing (I have scoliosis so it's a bit difficult), and my back starts to ache after awhile. A thing I also do is I always focus on everyone and everything around me, instead of meditating and clearing my mind (which is hard to do). But I'll definitely try to seek help, or maybe join a program (yoga training, stuff like that). Thank you all:).