It all started out when I was 13. I started to sense things like when people were coming and I started to feel things in my dreams. Random items would be moved and I could hear the scraping and/or breaking of a glass veil in the kitchen, or I would literally see a lamp fall over next to me. I did research and took a PhD certified psychic test. I passed the test on profound levels!
I started practicing these gifts and doing more research on the whole psychological field and paranormal. I guess you can say I could have a college degree in my years of research. I started meditating and I took it darkly. I became apathetic and I had a sudden interest in the unknown world. I became isolated and separated from everyone else. I also developed more gifts as my mind progressed. I turned dark inside. It started to show outside too because I started to dress dark.
I'm now 15 and have discovered so much about myself. I learned that parts of my gifts were inherited from my father and granny on his side. I have this thing where I can predict fate by looking at clues around me. I look at clouds to see what will happen. My senses are always on 24/7. Being an empath comes naturally to me. I can see, drain, and summon energy. I am VERY good at guessing just about everything like time, and I use to practice on kids at school by guessing their favorite car, color, animal and what they were thinking.
I can see auras pretty well. Mine is mostly violet with blue and a black rim. From what I have summarized through my research and the millions of quizzes I have taken, I'm psychic in all levels except telepathy. I'm an empath/sensitive. I am also a little telekinetic and other stuff that I honestly can't remember at the moment.
I often get headaches, Deja Vu more than once a week, and I have memory loss but I get it back not too long after the occurrence. Somehow, I was able to find out about the paranormal history in my family and I was able to tell my clairvoyant granny. Actually, she guessed it. She said it shows. I have kept the secret from my parents and I don't think they have a clue. Well, I wouldn't say that about my father. All of a sudden he is starting to teach me about summoning energy and all of the psychological and paranormal stuff as if I don't already know. He always says, "I just want you to be normal" He means he doesn't want me to be dark.
Long story short, I'm a goth teen psychic, empath, paranormalist and other stuff. I don't fit in wherever I go, I'm known as the freak, weirdo, and I'm the girl that doesn't belong where I am. I have to hide and keep my secret from my parents because they would think I'm crazy and/or they wouldn't know what to do with me. I'm worried that they won't accept me as I am. To me, almost everything people like to talk about and do is pointless. There is a quote I like that says, "Be who you are, not what others want to see." I have a dark personality. My mom is starting to think there is something wrong with me. I'm just different! And I can't compare to anyone. I feel like leaving. I mean, I am more mature than most adults, I have a decent education, and I have to see a psychic like me. I have to do that without my parents knowing. I'm your basic goody-goody. I don't know why I'm telling everyone about myself. I guess it just relieves stress. I'm different. It feels good to not be like everyone else. I have my boyfriend who knows about it. If someone could help me out, when it comes to my parents, it would be greatly appreciated.