I'm a very spiritual person but during the beginning of this year I began have serious life issues with work and health. After thinking I was going through a mental breakdown I decided to go on a meditation retreat 9,000 miles away to Thailand. The main purpose of going to this certain place was to fast. Whilst I was there I gave up my fast and began spiritual counseling. Upon the instant I met the counselor she knew I had psychic abilities. I wasn't going to deny it anymore so I gave in to everything she was saying to me. I even met her husband for Re-Birthing sessions.
The 3rd counselor I met was Roger Moore (not the actor from James Bond). Roger Moore has worked with countless celebrities including Madonna. He read one of my past lives for me as an Indian sadhu which is a type of wandering guru. For the longest time every time I had my eyes closed I always saw these eyes looking back at me. During my Qi Healer class meditation one day these eyes opened wide. It was actually very creepy. After seeing Roger Moore those eyes were gone. This is where it gets scary. He had a psychic vision and drew a picture of the man was once in a past life. The face and eyes he drew were the eyes looking back at me for the longest time.
I left this session and saw my Life coach again. This time I asked her to do past life regression. We went back to the days of my Sadhu. I saw his life, the death of his wife and baby, and I even saw his afterlife. I experienced death. It was amazing. We went to two other lives which seemed insignificant. In both lives I was a woman but upon the moment I met me coach she told me I had been men countless times. She taught me how to regress myself so I could go back and view all of my other lives whenever I needed. The rest of the time I was in Thailand I couldn't do this no matter how hard I tried.
It's 3 weeks later and I'm finally home in New Jersey. I had been sleeping upstairs because my room was filthy. I noticed my energy was rising high in my body causing me almost to have a panic attack. I sat and meditated for a bit to move the heavy qi down my body. After this I slowly drifted into a trance-like state. What I'm about to say now may sound crazy but this is the most scary thing that has ever happened to me:
I closed my eyes and suddenly I was in the desert overlooking a man who looked like Jesus. He was writing on a stone tablet. I saw what he was writing it was some type of pictogram/cuneiform writing. As the person over looking this man I knew what it said but it had been a long time since I had seen this language. While he was still writing a weird symbol appeared. It almost looked like a Fleur de Lis. This symbol then transferred me to the hat of a Cardinal. He was angry and yelling. His face was almost as red as his church garb. Lightning struck and there I was a preacher on a boat. Everyone on the crew died in a horrible storm and I stood on the front of the ship saying passages from the Bible. After I knew I was reaching my death and again I switched. Here I was fighting in the Black Forest. I was a black bearded man. I wasn't royalty but I wasn't a peasant. We were fighting for our religion. I was stabbed with a huge sword right through my belly. These lives just kept playing over and over and over and over. I couldn't stop them. I was fighting this feeling that was over taking my body. I forced my eyes open and turned on my stomach so I could sleep it off.
It was then I noticed 3 entities in the room. These weren't "ghosts". I don't know what they were but they weren't ghosts. One was in the corner of the room and was very tall, One was a golden orb, and the other was more human like and sitting on the armrest of the loveseat in front of me. The tall one in the corner quick moved across the room and placed itself on my back. It felt like I was absorbing him. THe second golden orb rolled across the floor and began trying to get its way into my hands. I've never had anything happen to me like this before so I started yelling, "You're not welcome. Please go away. Please go away." I kept repeating this over and over and over but they wouldn't leave me alone. I knew these weren't evil but they were still scary nevertheless. The one sitting on the loveseat was the one watching. It was watching and it did nothing but watch. I kept repeating "go away, go away" for a good solid two minutes or so and they finally all went away. I instantly stood up and could feel the warmth and tingling from where both of the entities touched me.
I haven't seen them ever again. I did some research though. It turns out in the Black Forest they had the Protestant War or something to that effect. Also some of the symbols I saw were very close to hieroglyphics. I also found a cardinal that may potentially be the one I saw. THey all chronologically fit each other too. I now know that these were my past lives but I stil don't know what those were. Has anyone else experienced anything like this?