All of my life I have had little experiences that have always made me feel like I'm connected to something that most are not. The earliest thing I can remember is something that has occurred to me from time to time my whole life. It is an overwhelming feeling that someone or something is watching me. The way it makes me feel is like I'm naked in a room with millions of people looking at me. It is a very uneasy and sickening feeling that makes me feel like crawling into fetal position until it subsides. If anyone else has ever had this feeling, please comment on this. I have never met anyone else that has experienced this.
Another thing that happens to me very frequently is an electric impulse that penetrates my entire body. This usually happens when I am trying to fall asleep or when I am in the kind of deep sleep where you are aware that you are in a deep sleep but cannot open your eyes. It is occasionally occompanied with what sounds like someone trying to speak into my ear. It sounds like whoever it is is speaking through something thick, so they have to yell, and I get the electric impulse as they are saying each word. The impulse feels like waves and I can hear them. Sometimes they are very loud, but as soon as I am fully awake, they are gone. Again, if anyone else has experienced this, please comment on this.
Something a little less dramatic that happens to me on a daily basis is when I am in a group of people. Very often, a thought will randomly pop into my head and I will say it outloud and someone in the group will say," That's wierd, I was just about to say exactly what you just said." Sometimes with certain people, it will happen so much even in one conversation that the person gets freaked out. Also, if someone is about to say a number, or someone on tv, the number will pop into my head just before they say it. I usually keep this to myself. Also, I will have a part to a show in my head all day and later that exact episode will play. Or I will think of someone out of the blue and I will either hear something about them, or they will call me.
There have been instances in my family where I am looking through pictures on my computer and get stuck on a particular picture and cannot stop studying it, later to find out the family member I was studying died very recently or that day.
If anyone has ever had anything like this happen to them, please share it with me. I would like to find a way to better connect to this and understand it better. Thank you for your time.