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Looking For A Place To Fit As An Empath

 

My experiences started when I was little, but as I've grown I realize now so has my gift. When I first began to be aware that there was something different about me I was in sixth grade, about the time I hit puberty. I had always known I was different from my family from a young age but not for the reasons I realize now.

About sixth grade as I said was when I realized something was different, my gift. It started about the time when my friend Amber was supposedly having a really good day. She was happy, smiling, bright, the life of the party in all ways that day. I began to notice something was off, I asked a few of my friends and they looked at me confused, almost like I was crazy, here Amber was, happier then ever and making jokes and I was saying there was something wrong. So I ignored it, about the time lunch was over that day me and Amber where going our separate ways to class, we hugged and I felt this sense of dread just swallow me up, I felt like I had a gaping hole in my chest and I just wanted to die. I pulled back with tears in my eyes, and I asked her simply this "Why?"

Oh boy did that make her confused, then she got angry and shoved me into the nearest bathroom, she asked me how I knew she had planned to commit suicide and I looked at her bewildered because I had NO idea, and apparently no one else did either. I told her honestly I didn't know, I had just kind of felt it. She spit in my face and pushed me against a wall, we never talked again, she told people I was weird, that I was a freak and so on. All the girls listened but the guys didn't so I had guy friends until about eighth grade when I moved.

I kept quiet at my next school, but in the morning everyone in my school would crowed around the doors to get into school, everyone in the school waited in the commons.

It got really bad then, sometimes I'd run into the bathroom without my friends knowing and sob, cry, puke, I just couldn't handle all the dreadful emotions going through me, but eventually it got to the point where I could deal with the most intense emotions. I've helped many of my friends using my gift, I saved my best friend three months ago when she took a large bottle of pills, that was one of the worse emotions I've ever felt and I cried with her, I connected to her.

Every time I think of her at that moment, even now I have tears in my eyes. When we hug now it feels like we're truly sisters sometimes, almost like together we're whole.

In the past few weeks I've been striving to see exactly what my gift is, and I realize it's very strong because now I can tell someone's emotions without even touching them, just the air around them. I am what people call an Empath, and I plan to continue to use my gift to help others as a therapist as soon as I graduate and head to collage.

I don't fit in to the world I live in, but I'll try now that I know I'm not alone. I used to fear telling people because I was alone.

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isisevangeline (3 stories) (172 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-04-15)
That was a touching story.
Good for you MoonFox, you overcame and was able to deal with other people's emotions and control your ability to help others.
bl_april (2 stories) (34 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-04-15)
I am new here too... I am an empath as well... I would love to get to know other empath's too. 😳
silverbirch (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-03-27)
I'm similar to you but this has happened to me within the pas few months. I started meditating it really helps.

Think of your mind as a clear bowl of water. With each new emotion that enters you from someone else, its like a different coloured dye being added to the once pure water. Eventually, all the colours combine and your mind becomes murkey and brown and hard to think straight. Meditation helps purify the mind and body, until you can once again see, think and feel clearly.
:) good luck xx
Naturaliana (48 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-22)
alright.

You know where they have all the "latest medium and psychic stories"? Well, scroll down in that side, until you see the little sign that says "other pages for psychics and mediums" right below that, it should say "chat room" you click that and it will take you to the chat room. Lots of empaths are always there.

-love and understanding, Val. [third VendettaBabe]
yalonda78 (12 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-20)
I am new to this site as well, so I am not sure what time they meet. I am more than willing to answer any questions you have... (well, atleast the ones that I Can).
MoonFox597 (3 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-19)
Thank you guys for accepting me, I'll try and talk to you after work. I've been alone all my life and I'd be glad to meet other empaths.
guitarguru1219 (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-18)
I konw exactly what you mean when you say your alone. Lately I felt a "longing" almost to find other empaths. I need to talk to you guys I have many questions and would like some answers, and reasurance. When do you have those chat rooms. (im new to this site.) thank you
yalonda78 (12 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-17)
I AM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE FOUND A PLACE WHERE PEOPLE UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE! I have felt like an orange in a donut box. Completly out of place. I feel like I am alone, and so missunderstood. It is so hard to get people to understand the need I have to help. It is so overwhelming, I cannot separate myself from others emotions. Its like I take it right on as my own. I tend to get overly envolved, and try and make things right... It really upsets my husband and hase coused many problems in my marraige cause I spread myself to thin, taking on peoples problems. Its almost like I can feel the pain, the sickness and the emptiness of others. When I feel it, I want to get rid of it, for them and for me, so I do whatever it takes to lesson the load.
Gallean (1 stories) (12 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-17)
Hey yeah I also know how hard it is to be a empath getting lost in others feelings and not know what to do but having the need to help everyone that has a problem but like val said just come to the chat room we're a bit random but we'll accept you as you are.
Naturaliana (48 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-17)
Hello;

I know what you mean...somehow, empaths, out of the whole group of gifted people, seem to even have a different LANGUAGE. One which, to me at least, seems to work very well only with other empaths. I know how lonely it gets... How horrible it becomes when you are swallowed by the emotions and when the want, no, NEED to help people is so strong, it makes you say and do stuff you wouldn't normally say or do. Come to the chat-room around...4-6pm your time, and you'll find lots of people, including me, who are willing to welcome you to this world. This chat, and the people in it, have given me and my sisters, [the other Vendettas] someplace where we don't feel like freaks and can be ourselves. You will fit in greatly, don't worry nor be afraid about it.:)

-Love and understanding, Val. [the third VendettaBabe]

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