I'm still fairly new at this, but I was trying meditation out, and I kept seeing eyes, very sad eyes, then a lantern shining brightly in the dark, and there was a door, a big wooden door with an iron gate in front of it; kind of like the front of a church, or a castle. I was dizzy and the world was starting to move around. There was a stone room, with a pentagram designed in the floor and in the middle was a fire. And then hands, a bunch of them before it just stayed on one, which I think it was the right hand, not completely sure, with a broken circle burned into the palm.
I've been trying to look up what it would mean and I can't find anything that really makes sense to me. Usually my things are symbolic or at least my dreams are. I don't normally have visions. I don't really know what to do. I can't stop thinking about it, and the hand with the burned broken circle keeps popping up in my head. I know the right hand symbolizes god, and supposedly a broken symbol means a life ending or something.
Can someone help? Anything would be appreciated. Just random ideas, thoughts, even experiences. Like I said I'm pretty new at everything, and I'm trying to meditate so I can make myself stronger, so to speak, and control everything. I used to cry every time I meditated but now it rarely happens. So yes, I think I'm on the right track. Just confused:P
Thanks everyone who reads this and offers any help, it means a lot!
I can't help wondering if your family line is European? Many descriptions:depict them.
Eyes,sad eyes:spirit looking on in the old way. Lantern shining brightly in darkness:showing an old power site.
Churches here in Europe were religious sites where worship occured by Druids/Celts/Ancesters. The present churches covered these pagan sites, but it is still the same place. When I have felt dizzy it is a pull/giving/drawing of energy.
Power sites can do this to us. We have to ground and use protection to bring in a balance. Inorder to process what may be coming through spirit. The Door represent to me that spirit guides/ancestors wish you to walk though the Stone Room where the fire=cleans/purifys/creates solidness. The right hand is the hand for giving. A bunch of hands over one another signify unification,help. A circle in ancient ways can represent: life/death/rebirth, and the circle not being complete is requiring you to complete it. A bunch of hands can rep your helpers or guides which could also include ancestors. Pentagram symbol is associated with a number 5 signify's change! Also represents 2=weakness and vacillation, 3=inner energy & strength. You have a few items that repeat themself if you think of it? You mentioned meditating and crying every time but now it rarely happens. For me this was a connection to some old ways on an unconscious way that my soul had known/experienced before and longed for. Mine has stopped but it had to do with a people and not in meditation. Our soul is eternal and knows things intuitively. Hoping this will help. If you have any questions just click on my user name and email... Blessings to you with much peace