I'm still fairly new at this, but I was trying meditation out, and I kept seeing eyes, very sad eyes, then a lantern shining brightly in the dark, and there was a door, a big wooden door with an iron gate in front of it; kind of like the front of a church, or a castle. I was dizzy and the world was starting to move around. There was a stone room, with a pentagram designed in the floor and in the middle was a fire. And then hands, a bunch of them before it just stayed on one, which I think it was the right hand, not completely sure, with a broken circle burned into the palm.
I've been trying to look up what it would mean and I can't find anything that really makes sense to me. Usually my things are symbolic or at least my dreams are. I don't normally have visions. I don't really know what to do. I can't stop thinking about it, and the hand with the burned broken circle keeps popping up in my head. I know the right hand symbolizes god, and supposedly a broken symbol means a life ending or something.
Can someone help? Anything would be appreciated. Just random ideas, thoughts, even experiences. Like I said I'm pretty new at everything, and I'm trying to meditate so I can make myself stronger, so to speak, and control everything. I used to cry every time I meditated but now it rarely happens. So yes, I think I'm on the right track. Just confused:P
Thanks everyone who reads this and offers any help, it means a lot!